Forever in My Heart..

Shit! I was able to talk to him over the phone again because of an error. And Gosh! he asked for the IP address of our Polycom. Ofcourse, I gave it to him. What I didn't know is...he would dial that IP address and talk to us. Sigh. Good thing, kuya Rad was there. OMG! I really don't know how to react at first. I was talking to him on the phone when he called the Polycom. Hindi ko alam kung pano magrereact talaga. Bakit kc kelangan pang iinvite yung Polycom. No choice but to talk to him. Hayy..composure...composure. Aegoo. Nakakatuwa talaga ang mga pangyayari kanina. Kakatapos lamang naming kumain nun. He was so conscious of his English but I don't really care. Atleast, we understood what he wanted to say.

Thank God for this wonderful day. More...more...more.. Lol.

Here, I made a slide show of some pics of my friends. Thanks also to Ms. Ydel, Jina and Cyryl. :)

(Note: Guys, sorry bout the title, it should be Sarang hae you. ha ha ha.)

Why?

This week has been so nice to me. So nice in a sense that we are becoming closer and more open to each other. A lot of things happened this week which are so memorable. Until now, I can't believe it though I'm not fully confident about it. I know he's special to me. I am not sure if he knows it, though I'm pretty sure he's wonderin' why I always treat him special. I can't help it. People were telling me "oh, he's just doin' his job" "it's becoz you have a position in the company." Well, they can say whatever they way, WTF! I don't give a damn. What's important is that I'm happy and I'm not hurting anybody. Hayy, don't mind those bitter people. kkkk. Juz kiddin'

Well..well.. The bottomline is " I still love my angel." And as the days pass by, I am becoming more into him. Lol. Just this afternoon, I was shocked when he greeted me and asked when I will go home. haha. It maybe mababaw pero I don't care. When I asked him why? He said "nothing." he he. Minsan, yung mga maliliit na bagay na ganun ay sobrang laki ng epekto sa akin. Well, I'm not really magnifying it but knowing his personality, it's a big deal for me. He doesn't do it everyday. I can really say that this week, sobrang bonding and tulungan namin sa isa't isa. Working has become easy and light because he's there. It is really easy to communicate with him.

I dunno kung saan ito pupunta. It's hard to expect anything but I'm enjoyin it. Just go with the flow. Whatever happens, I would remain happy that once in my life, someone came to change me and made me feel special. EMO bah? ha ha ha. Basta....

***** I am happy with my sup told me. Well, superrrrrrrr happy talaga. Tama ba namang "paglakarin ako papuntang *****" wahahahahaha. Aegoo. If I could only do that, pero who knows God is great and I think he has a reason for this. I can feel it. I've try to forget everything about him, yet I couldn't do it. Like what I have said, I'm happy and I'll treasure everything about him. I love my angel 0:-).

I am overwhelmed

Overwhelmed. Happy. Whatever.

Thank you sa mga gifts from Jina, Eun Jung, and Hoon. ^^* I love it. Lol. Guys, I'm really touched. hahaha. Words are not enough to thank you guys :)

Overwhelming rin ang mga chikka from Dolly and Ms. Ydel. ha ha ha. I dunno if I would believe all of those things...but still thank you. ha ha.

And to him, whoever he is....wahhhhh. You made my day. ^^*

(More about this entry next time...soooo sleepy TT.TT)

my Korean dream :)

Hey, I'm back. And guess what I had more stories to tell. Last week, was really bad. My mom got sick and she had a problem with her blood pressure. She had a check-up and now being monitored from time to time. Well, she's doin fine and she's having her diet. Thank God, she's okay. I immediately went home last week to visit her. I actually bought some biscuits and oatmeal for her. I know that she needs those food because of her cholesterol. Sigh. After this, I realized that I should be more careful with the food I'm eating. I need to have a balanced diet especially that I usually sleep late and wake up early. Now, I'm eating more vegetables and fish. That means, less pork...less adobo. TT.TT

Before I left last Sunday, I told my mom to just stay at home and take a rest. Leave the task to my cousins.

Fast forward, here in Manila, I'm back to work. And just yesterday, something happened. I was able to talk to him over the phone and it made my day. Atfirst, I thought it wasn't him, but when he mentioned his name, my heart begun to beat faster. I don't really expect that he'll be the one to answer the phone call but of course, at the back of my mind, I'm hopin' that it would be him. ha ha. And to my surprise, it's really him. GOSH! I didn't know how to react honestly but according to Cha, I did well. ha ha. Thanks, cha. It was not my first time to talk to him over the phone, but I can't help it. That was the first time after making a tough decision last time. It wasn't that easy for me because I don't even have something to hold on.

Actually before that conversation, we already talked and it's all about my dream. I shared that before, I made a promise to my favorite student that I will be publishing a book or a novel in Korean. Until now, I want to fulfill that promise though that student stopped already. It was unfortunate but I'm dedicated to make it a reality. Right now, I know limited Korean words only, I told him that I would really study the language. Actually, my student told me that he would help in translating the story. I hope he still remembers it. ha ha. I miss that student (chasang119) sooo much! He's really my all-time favorite student. When I'm teaching him, I feel like I'm not working. It's like I was just talking to a friend. I miss Charlie T.T.

More stories and kilig moments next time. :)

I feel better!

I feel a lot better now!!!!! I mean, this is for REAL, without any hesitation..I can really say that I'm FINE. Mas magaan sa pakiramdam at mas nakakapag-isip akong mabuti. I am very happy about it. I should have done this years ago but...thanks to the one who made me realize that's there's a greener pasture somewhere else. LOL.

By the way, speaking of something new, I decorated my station. I put some Hello Kitty stuff. kkk. I remember Jina, she really likes Hello Kity. Same with Eun Jung. ha ha. Next time, I meet them, I'll try to give them Hello Kitty stuff. I really like it. I put some old pics of flowers that I took in my mother's garden. Then I put some pics of my friends.

Actually, I put additional letterings there...like "To me, you are perfect." and "I love myangel ****" Ala lang, natutuwa lang talaga ako. Even on messenger, I put a tagline " Bye, BB" lol. And then "I'm free." But I changed them already. I'm still thinkin what tagline to post next time. For now, eto na muna "^^*." Gusto ko sana "lucky girl" because that was from him but I'm shy to put it there. People may find it so braggy or what. lol.

Well, that's all for now. I don't think I will go to Lucena to watch Coke game. I'll probably watch it na lang on TV if I'm awake. I usually sleep every Saturday afternoon. Well let's see, God Bless to John, to Kuya Ken, and to the whole team. Aja! To my angel, you still ROCK! Though you don't have bicycle. ha ha ha. Soooooooooo funny! I would love to go driving with you, anywhere...juzzzzzzzz kiddin' ......wah! What's happening to me? Lol.

Till my next blog entry ^^*

I'm AWAKENED...

I have made up my mind!

I have chosen between the two of them. And I chose the one who made the biggest impact in my life.

Some might say "why?" ...but it's a decision that I have to make. I need to grow and I need change. Change might not be "happy" or what sometimes, but I definitely need it. There is no assurance that I would be happy or contented with my choice but....there's no turning back.

I always treasure the moments that I had with that person..but it's time to let go, it's time to move on and face reality. Reality sucks but I would love to live in this kind of world than living in a world full of fantasy and dream.

Thanks to my angel who made me realize that there's a better world than the previous one I'm in. Thank God for He gave me a sign, my angel of course! ^^*

Thanks to myangeL :)

I would like to start this entry in a happy and funny way but I couldn't. I'm having a hard time balancing my personal life and being a team leader. When you are a team leader, you've got to deal with your members of course, but what if your members are also your friends. Isn't it hard to handle them? Right now, I can say that I am. In as much as I don't want to scold them because they are my friends...of course, I don't want them to feel bad, I couldn't help it. I had to serve them memos and discussion logs that would frustrate them. But, it's my job. It's my job also to remind them of their responsibilities. Aegoo. Sooo frustrating.

Good thing, there is someone who continuously makes me smile. Thanks a lot, toot. Lol. Yeah, I call him toot. If I'm frustrated and sad, I just talk to him and I feel better already. He's such an angel.

By the way, Jina is already in Korea. She already distributed the presents for my friends in VOIM Korea. Mark received it this afternoon and he said thank you. Hoon also received it this morning and he immediately sent me a message. Yesterday, Eun Jung thanked for the card that I sent her. And then Hoya, who was the first one to thank me had his own way of thanking me. Well, I'm very happy because finally I was able to give them something. They've been very nice to me and I wanna give back somethin' to them. They probably didn't expect that I would be givin' sumthin' becoz of their culture. I remember Hoya even sent me 3 sad faces, TT.TT. ha ha. It's really funny but atleast they appreciate my present.

meeting JINA*

The past week has been very tiring, exciting, fun, and surprising.

Tiring, in a sense that I had to watch and review some class videos again. sigh! I finished 8 videos, well, I was supposed to finish 9 but then I couldn't do it anymore yesterday. I was really tired, sleepy, and at the same time HUNGRY and Fuzzled. ha ha ha.

EXCITING and FUN.
Because we met Jina. Jina came in last Tuesday with Ms. Hellen. She's working as a customer support for VOIM Korea. She's only 22 but she's kinda tall. According to her, her father is tall so probably she inherits her height from him. On her second day, she met the morning teachers and we had sort of a question and answer portion. Vangie and Charmi were really funny and Jina could not resist to laugh. Myra and Cyryl were also joking on her. We almost forgot that it's lunch time already. At lunch time, I ate with her and Johanna in McDonald's. There, we discussed about Hoon, and the other support in Korea.


She asked us to accompany her when she shopped the following day. However, we did not push through with it because she had to finish computing the incentive of the teachers. That noon, we invited her to eat in Dels. Rhem was with us. Ofcourse, Johanna, too. We were surprised because she treated us out. Ofcourse, we're thankful. While eating, we talked about our favorite topic again. Rhem was really funny everytime she says "kangkong" and "tight suit." Johanna turned pale everytime she hears the phrase "tight suit." Well, as usual, I'm cool and I pretend like I didn't hear anything. Lol.

Friday was really tiring but fun! It's Jina's shopping day. Lol. But before that, we ate lunch with Cyryl. Same with the other days, it's full of kwentuhan and funny moments. It was special because there I told her that I would have invited her to a basketball game if the Tigers had a game. Sayang. After our shift, we went shopping na. Our first destination, St. Francis Square. Lol. Then, we went to Megamall.


We're tired already thats why we took our time and we also ate ice cream. Proof?


Then, we went back to VOIM. We're so tired.......... but we had fun. Wait, it's not over yet. We just went to VOIM so Jina can rest for a while before going out with the evening teachers. Johanna and I went home to change our clothes first. Kumusta naman. sigh. We left the house at 12midnight to follow the others who are already in Mucho's. We sung till 3:30 in the morning. Can you believe that? Lol. Jina also sung. She's good.


After our Mucho's adventure, we decided to go home. Well, they went home. Johanna, Ailil and I went to VOIM. It was almost 3:30. Wahhhh. I slept for an hour and woke up at quarter to 5 to open the door. It's time to WORK again. But then, I did not know that there was a great surprise waiting for me. ha ha ha. I told yeah, it was a surprise. ^^* was there. ha ha ha.

As much as I want to write our conversation here, I could not do it. I wanna keep it to my self. Basta, special sya. Lol.

Jina came around 10am and she caught me preparing the gifts that I would give her and the others. Then, we talked and she showed me some pics of her when she was in Canada and in Korea. I wanted to show her some pics but I couldn't because my level test student was already there. Sooo sad. After my last class, I went down to buy a special card for Eun Jung. I can't think of a gift that's why I decided to give her a card with a message.

When I came back, wahhhhhhhhhhhh. I was really surprised. Someone sent me a message. Shit!

Quote for the week: "Good job, bye."

I was really shocked. I just hugged Johanna. ^^*

Then, its time for Jina to leave. She went to my station and we hugged. I will really miss her. I gave her my gift, a Hello Kitty alarm clock...and also the gifts and card for the other support. I almost cried! I'm not a sentimental person but seeing her leave is something. How I wish she will stay with us in Manila, but of course, her work is in Korea. Sigh.

"To Jina, I really enjoyed your company and I'm hopin' that you will go back here in Manila. Hope to see you soon. I haven't told you my deepest secret..but in time, you'll know it. Lol. Take care and God Bless."

PBA Opening, Big Bro, etc

Oct.4, Araneta Coliseum

PBA Opening, yeah. Sa wakas! After a couple of months, the PBA is back. John and the rest of the Tigers are back. Yeah, it's great to see them again playing. Though they lost the first game, they still have 17 more games to bounce back. Go Tigers!

my first pic this season with bigbro :)

God Bless, John. I'm really happy that you're back! Now, I'm confident that the Tigers will go places this conference. It might take games before you can fully adjust, but I know you can do it. The whole Arriba is with you.

The Arsenal is back! And he's back with a vengeance. Go John!

The Coca-Cola Tigers with their hot MUSE, POKWANG! Syempre, pinakamalakas ang sigawan sa kanya. Ibang klase talagang pumili ng muse ang Tigers. Yahoo!

my precious RING..

I miss my ring...my precious ring...which my parents gave me when I was in high school. I might wear it again. T.T. I dunno what to say. It's all CRAP. It's happening again. Sh*t!

Tell me, how will I fight for something I never had? Pathetic.

How to stop being jealous....

I was searching the net a while ago and I found this article very intersting. I think I should really stop being jealous. LOL.

"If you are too possessive over a loved one, it's time to take responsibility for changing your attitude and stop being jealous.

All of us sometimes experience feelings of jealousy about a spouse or loved one. We worry whether that person is interested in someone else, or we may want more of his or her attention that is directed elsewhere.

If that is the case, it is up to the jealous person to take control of this unflattering trait and learn to become more trusting. Here are a few tips that can help:

1. Recognize and admit your jealous feelings. It is never easy to confess that we are wrong. But doing so indicates maturity and provides an opportunity for emotional and relational growth. If you have acted out a response to your jealousy, be willing to apologize for arguing, yelling, or bestowing the silent treatment. Your spouse is likely to be grateful and acknowledge your apology by generously offering forgiveness.

2. Become more aware of triggers for your jealousy and learn how to avoid or prevent them. If watching certain television programs or films cause you to become jealous, turn to something else instead. Some people worry that a spouse will prefer the perfect images of the opposite sex that appear on the screen. Even if that isn't true, it is probably a good idea to stay away from things that will cause you to start feeling in a negative way toward your loved one.

3. Reflect on your positive traits. Some jealous feelings grow out of a sense of the person's self-doubt. Instead of focusing on your limitations, remind yourself of the strengths and values that others have noticed in you. This will help you to stop feeling inadequate and worry that another person will catch and hold your loved one's attention in your place. If you feel inept in a certain area, take a class or read up on the subject to become more knowledgeable. There's no reason to feel hopelessly inferior than another person; usually such feelings are inaccurate perceptions or interpretations of one's observations.

4. Build trust for your loved one. Looking back over your life together, appreciate the time you have shared exclusively and realize that your unity should be valued rather than questioned. If your spouse has given you no reason for distrust, don't go looking for one. But if suspicious facts or hints have arisen, give your loved one a chance to explain them. Chances are that things are not what they seem, especially from a negative standpoint.

5. Force yourself to be patient and tolerant. Don't get upset when your spouse has a work-related conversation with a co-worker. Of course, if there are flirtatious overtones or inappropriate plans or statements, you should inquire about such interactions and gracefully help your partner bring them to an end. Otherwise, don't suspect your loved one of infidelity if there is no substantial basis for doing so. Enjoy your time together and don't go looking for trouble.

Jealousy can take many forms, such as becoming jealous of a mate, a parent, or even of a pet when a child envies its parent's affection for a puppy, for example. Be alert to the signs of jealousy and take steps to eliminate it before it damages your relationships."

Source: http://www.essortment.com/lifestyle/howtostopbein_sicp.htm

another late entry...

Last Saturday, Lhyza and Nelly went to Batangas. Almost 8pm na nang dumating kami sa haus. Hayy. And dami kasing nangyari, sobra! But we enjoyed naman. Imagine, we're still in Lipa at 6pm. Aegoo.

Actually, and daming nangyari before that trip to Batangas. Muntik nang di matuloy yung vacation namin coz we're supposed to have a team building in VOIM. Since, it did not push through, team leaders and supervisors with Ms. Mherian went out in Muchos. I really had fun that night because I enjoyed their company..from Ms. Mherian, to Ms. Ydel, and then sa mga mga co-tls ko, c Rhem, Shyla, Roselle, Don, (the only thorn among the roses), Irene, Tere, Mommy Let, and ang sobrang gulong si Ninya. We went home around 4am sabay tulog sa apartment. Sana talaga maulit un. Sana lahat ng team leaders andun para mas masaya.

I made a slide show of the pics taken that night and my favorite was when I was pretending I'm drunk. LOL. Simply because I haven't been drunk all my life.

Sunday morning, we packed our things and got ready for our Laiya adventure. Excited ako kasi first time kong pumunta sa Laiya for swimming. I have been there but I just watched the sports competition. I did not bother to check the beaches. Kakahiya! Taga-roon pa naman ako.

Next time, I'm goin' to post our pictures here. I can't do it tonight coz I'm so sleepy. :( Isa pa, sobrang tired ako kasi I had to watch class videos for the teachers' evaluations.

I really miss my BIGBRO! Excited na ako sa October. Aegoo.

Famous line of the week:

"Where is my ricecake?

"Where is my mango?"

Here are some of our pictures taken during our Batangas Invasion. Hope you guys enjoy. We really had fun and I'm sure I will come back in that paradise.

myANGELS..in VOIM Philippines

I made this collage just this morning when I felt so down. Meet my angels here in VOIM..Opps. VOIM Philippines lang muna. LOL. Who knows next time, I will be able to post pics of my friends in Korea. I'm busy right now to do that thing. I might post the pic of myangel..next time. hahaha. I have lots actually, but I wanna keep it to myself. :) Call my selfish but I don't care. Juzz kiddin' mwah. :)

My ANGEL GOT EXPOSED!

I have nothing to hide. It's all out. I dunno what to say coz until now I still can't figure out what happened. I guess I've been so careless and wtf! wahhhh...I just wanna shout and shout and shout!
Well, anyway..it's bound to happen. Days from now, it's goin to be out. I just hope that he'll never change. I'm not still sure if he knows it already but I'm certainly hoping that nothing will change. Right now, I'm very happy that we still communicate and back to normal.
I got frightened yesterday coz I made one decision that I had to do. I was just thinkin' of the group coz we really need TS in the morning. I asked him not to be late. LOL. Thank God, he didn't get mad. Well, I have my point naman. This morning, he was laughing. I dunno why, probably he did somethin' silly again. But I have an idea already. Grrrrrr.. That guy talaga. Well, I definitely know how his mind works. I dunno. I just feel it. JUST.

Right now, I'm engaging to another hobby aside from blogging ang chatting. Guess what! Yezzzzz, it's pHotOgrAphY. I really love taking pictures of nature and other stuff. Take a look at this presentation I made below. I hope you'll like it guys. I took this photos in Batangas, my hometown. I'm sooooo proud of this place.

So what can you say about it? Sigh. I miss that place sooo much. Next week, I'll go there again to take a break and to take pictures again.

LOL

Yesterday was soooo kawaii. I was able to talk to him and waaaaaaaa..he was having a good mood during that time. In fairness, he's so mabait on that day. And I had the courage to crack some jokes. Well, I hope I didn't offend him. I think its fine with him naman. He was laughing. haha. Makulet rin naman yun. haha. Tulad ko. Hmmmm. LOL.
And gosh! he told me his freakin' schedule. ang babaw di ba? Sooooo what? haha.
By the way, ang gulo sa office kanina coz they took pics for our ID. Riot nung si Charmi na yung nagpapapicture. Nakailang takes ata sya. Si Myra, ayaw magpapicture di raw kasi sya nakamake-up. Hmmmm. Kumusta naman, magkakulay na naman sila ng crush nya! LOL.
Ang gulo talaga ng members ko! Pero I'm happy that they belong to my group. They're one of the main reasons why I'm still in the company. I just love them. :)Next time, I'll try to post pictures of my members. Wala lang akong time, coz I'm so busy watching Gokusen 3. LEKAT! Ren and Ogata are soooo kawaii...haha. Pero xempre, nothing beats my angel. echhuuuuuuuuus...My BIG BRO is here now, lookin' forward to see him again. Hopefully, he'll be back in action this conference and with a BANG!

pink&blue

I really love blue and pink..:)

Till my next post, ill talk about our competition in the office. We didn't win but it was really fun and exciting. Morning teachers still ROCK!

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....LOL

Hang-out: Ms. Mherian's House

Today is a HOLIDAY! Korean holiday, take note. Since this is a holiday, I don't have to go to work. Cool. I'm just here in front of my pc listening to music and updating this site. Nelly and Pherl are cleaning the house while the others have their own business outside. When was the last time I woke up like this? haha. Every Sunday lang. From Monday to Saturday, I wake up at 4am and be in the office at 5am.

Last night, we had a nice a team building at Ms. Mherian's house. The others were not able to join because they have work today. We had fun naman coz of Charmi and other teachers who joined. Sobrang sayang kasama talaga nina Charmi, Myra, and Cyryl. ANG GULO! Even the others were so funny and game. Take note: Johanna was dancing last night. yahoo! haha. I never expected that, promise. Lalo pang naging masaya nung dumating sina Ms. Ydel, TL Let, Olive, and Myra. Riot talaga! ASTIG talaga yung pagkanta ni Ms. Ydel ng Bring Me to Life..take note, ung part na nagrarap yung guy. LOL.

We came home at 1:30am but despite being sleepy, we still had smile on our faces. I hope we can do that again, and hopefully, the other morning teachers can join. :)

my angel...

These days, I can truly say that I am very happy and satisfied with my life. Why? I am enjoying my job and I can honestly say that these are the best days in VOIM. I dunno, I have a lot of reasons of course. But one thing that makes my life in VOIM easy and fun is my angel. Corny? So what? I don't give a damn. I have gone through a lot of things this year. At the start, I had some family problems. I also had problems with my friends and of course, the unforgettable fire incident in our former apartment. But after all of those unfortunate things, I can say that I have moved on and I am enjoying my life right now.

Though there are a lot of responsibilities in the office right now..as a team leader, I am more comfortable working. I may have lost some friends who are working in another company, still I am happy because we have maintained our communication and kept our friendship. Just this week, Pherl and Lhyza moved to our apartment. Yes, we are back in each others' arms. LOL. Well, I'm happy kasi we're still together through thick and thin.

Si Pherl, super slim pa rin, kakainggit tlaga yun kasi di sya tumataba. Si Lhyza, decided na syang magdiet, hayy..salamat sa Del Monte. I hope she'll be successful in her plan to stay fit. Si Johanna, hayun..inlove pa rin sa boyfriend nya. Sometimes, she still remembers someone but of course, she knows her limitations. Si Rhem, hehe. Inlove pa rin kay Beb nya. Going stronger ang dalawa. good for them. Si Nelly, ala pa ring boyfriend pero happy and contented sa life. And me, well...hehe. I'm HAPPY! coz I have my angel. Sounds corny, but I'm really happy that I'm able to know him. I really change a lot. I became more friendly and I always manage to smile though I'm sooo pressured na.

I'm enjoyin' everything now...Tomorrow, we'll be having a team building in our Operations Head's house. I'm so excited coz I'll be spending time with my team. I'm sure it will be fun knowing Charmi, Myra, Cyryl, and the rest of the gang will be there. That's all for now.

Till my next update...mwah :)

sooooooooo confused!

As a scroll down to my contact list, im beginning to look for someone's name. But when I saw his name, it seems that something is missing. I dunno. It happened so fast. I don't mean it. Shit! I am trying to tell myself it should not be coz I don't wanna hurt someone's feelings. Until now, I am still convincing myself that I was just carried away. I really hope so.....or else it would be a big problem for me.
However, I can't understand myself. Why am I happy? Ofcourse there are a lot of reasons but what is the main reason? Why am I so excited to work everyday? Aigoo..LOL.
Right now, I really don't know what's happening in me. I badly need someone to talk to. But who will be that person? wahhhh. There are things that I need to keep to myself because I am not sure if those things are really the things that I wanna say. I am soooo confused right now..sad. TT.TT
This week really gave me a lot of headaches. wtf!sigh.

Anyway, last Thursday..bonding time sa ofis. It's Ms. Ydel's birthday. I dunno her age but I guess, its so improper to mention..joke! Ms. Ydel looks younger. LOL. I made a slide show of our pictures during that day. :)

oo nagseselos ako!
pakialam mo!
eh yun ang nararamdaman ko eh.
di ako plastic noh.
pero meron ba talagang dapat ipagselos?
ewan ko.
hayy. well, sorry, di ako expressive.
and im not a *****! LOL
and besides, Im not even sure if you're worth my time. :(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i dunno. WTF!

by the way, someone told me a secret!
and I told him that I will keep it to myself.
sigh..well, i respect his plan and his decision..
but Im happy na pinili nya akong sabihan ng plan nya.
thanks...hope to see you soon. :)


nga pla...belated happy birthday to my friends...
Ms. Ydel, Mark, and Hoya..
Hope you guys are happy :)
mwah...

end of the road :(

Wat a sad song :(
It has to end...somehow, its really not meant to be.
Thank you :(.
Atleast you made me happy.
Hope you're happy now.
wahhhhhhhhhhh
ang lungkot naman. Pero ganun talaga, pag di para sa yo, di talaga para sa yo. Kaya wag pilitin. haha.
I'm sure, someone out there is waitin' for you..someone who will make you happy.
Hmmmm....
Frend, there's life after him/her.
So, MOVE ON and BE HAPPY^^

advanced greetings...

Sooo hilarious. July 11 and July 12 were really memorable for me. Wonderin' why? hmmm.. Let's just say that those days were very special and unforgettable. Kung bakit? ill just keep it to myself. Ayokong aminin. LOL.

Lalalalalalala...

F~L~O~W~E~R~S

Flowers..flowers...haha. one of my passion in life. I love them soooo much :)

Not sure when will have another post again, right now, Im freakin' busy with some office stuff. SHIT! But Im lovin' it coz I have a lot of reasons to be inspired.


" To you, thank you soooo much for putting a smile on my face. :) you really make me laugh through your simple ways. I don't know how will I survive my everyday work without you. I'm just blessed, I guess. mwah..."

finally...

Yezzzzzzzz...im back! I've changed the skin of this site and I'm makin some changes..well, atleast before the month of June ends.

What can I say? A LOT actually. But I guess, its too early to write those things. One thing is for sure. I am back to bloggin' and I'm HAPPY.

Who's makin' me happy? Secret! That's it. In the couple of weeks, I will be updating this site and hopefully make my own skin.

Till my next post....

mwah :-)

I want that Swoosh...

I haven't been able to update this site for a couple of weeks, well..when I say update that include the stories and pics. I'm really having a hard time nowadays. There's a lot of things to think about honestly. The past two weeks have been very cruel to me coz of some work stuff and that fire incident in our apartment. Anyways, that fire made us closer to one another, sigh..i'll discuss it more next time. I'm not yet ready to talk about those stuff. I'm really.....wahhhhhh.

About the office, I'm so pressured right now. Jona has resigned already. I feel that everyone was like looking at me..hayy. I need some inspiration, guys! I need *****. haha. I miss the SKY! haha. Opps... okay, wake uP! I really want to talk about more but I guess my mind is not yet set on it. My mind is not working right now. Before I leave, my birthday is coming...can't think of a gift for myself..I'm thinkin' of a Nike bag but its too expensive, lol. I know I deserve it after all the hard work that I have done, but...its too impractical. But I will think about it! I want that swoosh..haha. I'm crazy over Nike...

Stay tune for my next post..its gonna be a blast! yeaboi! the hana kimi fever is really on...ung Japan lang. Toma..toma..toma..wah!

kilig...

I'm soooo into tennis these days..Yeah, from the Australian Open to Doha..and now the Indian Wells, Ive been following Maria's game. I really admire that tennis player coz she's so TOUGH! And when it comes to interviews, gosh! she's so good in answering questions, though she's sarcastic sometimes. Actually, that's what I like about her. Ang taray!

GO GURL!

And with Novak, actually..they're just friends coz Novak has a girlfriend..huhu. But who knows? wah! What a lovely couple!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

March 10 -

Happy Birthday to Mr. Jojo Lastimosa!

Cheers to my first favorite player...a true athlete who saved the Philippine team during the 1998 Asean Games.

Wala lang..naalala ko lang na tuwing birthday nya, I was always greeting myself..as if its also my birthday. Favorite ko kasi talaga sya nung bata ko. He's referred to as the "4th Quarterman" during the reign of Alaska in the 90's. Siya yung reason kung bakit confident ako kapag nanonood ako ng game nila dati dahil alam ko na andun si JOLAS. He would definitely deliver during crunchtimes.

There many some people who do not like him coz of his nemesis inside the court but one thing for sure, Mr. ISABELO "JOJO" Lastimosa got my respect. And despite I'm supporting another player and team now, I still managed to take a pic of him last conference. Ang saya saya ko talaga nun..ang babaw di ba? Pero who cares, happy ako eh kasi IDOL ko sya. :).

I'm not sure about his age, I think he was born on 1963 or 1964...hihihi..but look at him, he still looks very handsome. I have a lot of reasons why I like him, he's sense of leadership, his looks (hehe), his presence of mind during crunchtime, etc...madami!

super LATE!

I am so excited to write an entry today because it is my first post for the month of March. My February did not end so well. I was fuming mad during my last post. Well, it has already passed. Though, like what I've said I don't forget things easily. Right now, I wanna start this month with a happy story. :) though it has a little sad part.

I spent my weekend in Batangas with my family. We met in Lipa and then ate lunch at SM Lipa. My parents brought my two nephews as well as my two cousins. After that, we watched a movie. Sigh** No choice, my mother enjoys watching ABS shows, so I've got no choice. Though I wanted to watch other movies, I wanted them to enjoy naman. Well, I kinda enjoy the film but not that much..ewan, di ko feel eh. Yeah, Sam looks cute when he was fat especially when he was dancing at the supermarket. I also liked the part when Aldred Gatchalian rapped. He's hot! haha. I still prefer him over Gerard Anderson. He's better and he's more talented. Period! No comment about Kristine and Toni except the fact na sobrang puti ni Kristine. Wala na kong masabi. hehe. We went home around 5pm.

The following day, I woke up at 10am. Imagine! We had our lunch and then my father got two big guavas. We ate them and I really loved it. Ang sarap! Fresh pa! Then my mother told me to bring the other two in Manila. Later, I packed my things and got ready. But of course, I watched SOP first. I was supposed to drop by to the hospital to visit my aunt but I decided not to. She's doing well na naman when I saw her yesterday.

I waited for my cousin who'll go to Manila, too. While waiting for him, I chatted with my aunt and other relatives on my father side. I also bought the black nail polish from her store and immediately put it on my fingers. WAH! This is the effect of the waffle guy on me. :). Around 4pm, we left. We rode on a van to Lipa then a bus to Manila. At 7:30, I arrived in the apartment.
My housemates were'nt there but Pherl and her boyfriend came. Good, I'm not alone. We turned the TV set and just watched PBA game. SLR won the championship over Purefoods. :).

My insights on:
on Regine Velasques' statement in SOP - GOOD DECISION! There are things that money can't buy especially friendship.
on SLR's championship: CONGRATULATIONS! Job well done. Sooo happy for Denoc and Seph, the former Tigers :)
This morning, I read something from a YG and it shocked me a little! Then later on, I laughed. Okay, I'm happy for him. I hope its true, ayt Ice? I don't wanna elaborate on this coz I respect other people's lives.
Well, I had a great weekend, I'm hopin that it will not spoiled by some 'people' in the office.

Luv the pics! Till next time..xoxo

grrrrrr...

I am so pissed off right now!

DAMN! SH*T!

Everything is so negative. WHY? I dunno...

I need to drive away the negative thoughts in my mind right now. I'm beginning to hate people..I wanna shout!

PIECE OF ADVICE:

"Think carefully...Know the people who can help you in time of need. You might need their help again..and find out that they're tired of helping you because you simply lack the word "consideration" in your dictionary. "

I'm not yet okay..it'll take a longer period of time. It's hard to forget..I may forgive easily but it doesn't mean I can forget easily..

Good thing I saw this pic in the internet...

Meet, AS!

Till my next rant :(

PICS! PICS! PICS!

update lang....

There's a fever in our apartment right now!

Yeah! the cyworld fever...everyone is so into their minirooms and acorns.LOL. sigh! But poor Anna, I only have 1 acorn. :(. It is so infair! my miniroom is so DULL!

Actually, I made an account in cyworld early last year. However, I just did it for no special reason. It's just for the sake of having one, get it? I uploaded some pics there but I erased them last weekend coz I feel they're not "in" anymore. And those pics were taken few years ago. I uploaded some of my pics and some pics with my friends. I also put another pic which is so special to me. Hmmmm..ano kaya un?secret!

Updates:John got sick when they had a trip to Cebu. He was dehydrated according to Mom. Get well soon big bro! :(

PBA Fiesta Conference opening was moved to March 30. Wah! ang tagal pa!Sh*t! :(. I can't wait to see the PBA open again. It's so boring without seeing the Arsenal in action.

SLR leads the series, 2-0 in the on-going PBA AFC Finals. :). I'm not a fan of other team but I want SLR to win. Denok and Joseph, who are former Tigers are playin' so I want them to cap the championships.

Red Bull won 3rd place, Cyrus Baguio exploded for 26points. :). Too bad I wasn't able to watch this game coz I had to finish something very important last Friday afternoon. :(

Novak hasn't fully recovered from the viral infection. :(. Maria on the other is participating in the Doha Open. According to the draw, she might go up against Ana Ivanovic again or Venus Williams in the semis. But hardcourt is Maria's strength strength, piece of cake!lol. :)

Congratulations to Dirk who got his first triple double in the NBA. :).

NEW ACHIEVEMENT?LOL

NEW ACHIEVEMENT?LOL

Just last Sunday, I went to watch a game in AC with Pherl and her boyfriend. They were the same friends who went with me last time in Cuneta during the KO game of Coke and Air21. We're not able to catch the 1st game coz we ran out of tickets..as in sold-out...grrrr..hayy good thing, Ate Hazel of the PBA office was so generous. She gave me two Upper A tix which I later gave to Pherl. I decided to buy a ticket in Patron just to see the game closer. Why I am so eager to watch? I should say, I really miss the action in the court. I miss the drama at the bench and the rivalries between players, teams, coaches, and FANS! Also, when I was in Batangas, I saw Game 5 on tv and I told myself that if the game would go on to Game 7, I would be watching it. The reason: just to have a pic with Cyrus. Yeah, in the past I've listed him as one of the ballers whom I would like to have a pic with...and now, its reality.lol.

I find this guy very simple and yet explosive in the court. Ang galing! No wonder, he has a lot of fans. He's ability to dunk is ofcourse an added factor. Yeah, the looks is given.lol. It was just unfortunate that Redbull lost to PF and it wasn't his night. I guess, he's tired and at the same time, the defense against him was so tight. PF knows kasi that if Cy would get his game going, then they're in big trouble. Well, he has a lot to learn after that game..one word, TOUGHER!

Hayy..iba talaga ang feeling when your team is in the semis or finals. I admit I envy the fans of RB, PF, Alaska, and SLR coz they experienced cheering for their teams in these kinds of game. How I wish I would be able to cheer for John in semis or finals. When would that be? crossing fingers.........sigh. Ammm. Siguro, when someone gets FIRED! haha, juz kiddin..im still hopin' though that one day I'll be able to cheer for John and his team in the semis..or in the finals..sigh.

SOME PICS...

SOME PICS..

I HAD an AMNESIA!

Wow! its been a long time since I talked about basketball..haha.not a year naman. yeah! I super super miss watching my favorite team, pero since they're out already, I must concentrate naman on other things. I had fun watching their games and now, I must face reality! I have some work to do. It's already Feb and I need to accomplish something regarding my plan for this year..Nope, im not getting married..haha. And kanino naman. sigh..

Well, if I didn't post anything about basketball for a couple weeks, its because I want to forget the quarterfinals..yeah, totally! The wildcard game is all I can remember. Im having an amnesia..hehe.

By the way, I added some pictures on my multiply account. These are some of the pics that I took during the wildcard and that ......, okay, forget it!

Here is the link to the pictures, http://jharules31.multiply.com/photos/album/23/JA...

"CHAMPIONS take chances, pressure is a privelege!"

I don't play tennis but I certainly love watching tennis games especially if my favorites are playing. Yeah, its the Australian Open thing which was won by two young players, Maria Sharapova and Novak Djokovic. These are my two bets, actually.haha. Why? Because they are young, hungry, both good-looking and promising. Everytime they play, there's fire on their eyes, their determination is really awesome. Imagine, Maria had to beat Lindsay Davenport, Justine Henin, Jelena Jankovic, and Ana Ivanovic to claim her third GrandSlam and first AO trophy. WaH! She didn't loose any set in the whole AO, something really great! About Nole, he's really fantastic! Imagine beating world's no. 1 Federer in straight sets in the semis. Obviously, Nole has the ability to win over him but beating him in straight-sets is really something.

Its really funny coz these two winners were actually the talk of the town at the start of AO. Nole once again impersonated Maria after his game, saying Maria won't mind. Nole, indeed was so funny. I couldn't forget what happened last year during the US Open, Nole was playing against Federer in the Finals and everyone was shocked when they saw Maria in Novak's box with his family and friends. They were seen together in a bar singing, too. I wonder what's the reaction of Andy Roddick. lol.

Bottom line is, its great to see that young players are beginning to rule the tennis world. It's so boring if we normally see old names winning GrandSlam tournaments. And for Maria, looks like 2008 will be her year. She's healthy and even her speech got so much attention. She dedicated her speech to Michael Joyce's mother who past away last year. The text message she received from Billie Jean King was very inspiring, too. "Champions take chances and pressure is a privilege." Now, Maria has to prepare for the Fed Cup where she will represent Russia.

Kudos also to Anna Ivanovic and Jo-Wilfried Tsonga for giving Maria and Novak a great run for their money. For now, I also have to celebrate because I won over my student who's betting on Federer and Henin.

HOLIDAYS are always fun and exciting if you spend it with your family and loveones. It makes you think that indeed there is no place like home...that no matter you work hard and even if you meet a lot of people who become closer to you, nothing beats the warmth coming from the hugs of our dear parents. It just feels GREAT! PRICELESS :).

I spent New Year with my family in Batangas. It was great and fun because I had a chance to talk to some relatives which I don't normally do. In the past, my father always pushed me to mingle with them however, I rather slept in the house or watch television. Last year's was different because I was very active. I went to the market to accompany my mother and tita to shop. I also did some internet surfing, you know I can't live without net. (joke) I opened my email and I found out that Mom Arigo sent me a mail. I was very touched then coz in her message, she thanked me for being loyal to John and to his team. wah! Thank you so much Mom, mwah :).

I also visited my cousin's house to make some chikka with them. Ang daming issue!wahaha. Dami ko palang namissed. hayy. Well, that's the price that you have to pay when you're working in Manila. You have less access to the news in your place. Like what happened to my former cru*sh..hehe. He is getting married na pala. And just last Dec. 26, binigyagan yung baby ng kababata ko..ammm..bakit parang may bitterness? joke lang! It was NEVER an issue to me. Well, nakaraan na yun. It will just be a part of my youth.

Since Media Noche was coming, we prepared a lot of food. And since we're only four in the family, that includes my cousin who's living with us, my Aunt also joined. Of course, we missed the kids so much. Too bad they had to spend New Year in Manila. Kaya hayun, miss na miss ng tatay ko ang kanyang mga apo*.

MOST WONDERFUL THING: Hugs from my parents^^ that was last Christmas morning before we had our super late Noche Buena. Though I'm 24 already, I'm still a child in my parents' eyes. I will always be their BABY! My mother nga pala didn't forget to ask about John. haha. She knows kasi that I am an ARIGOholic. Ofcourse, I told her that John had some injuries but he's getting better now. She didn't asked about chubz..wahahaha. My Mom kasi thinks that John is more handsome than him.wahaha...soooo funny! Siguro dahil mestiso..ang nanay ko talaga. :).

Being alone also in some moment allowed me to think about some of the best things that happened to me in 2007. Anu-ano nga ba yun?

BEST TRIP: It's my trip to BAGUIO! Hands down, the best. The best coz its my first time there and I did it alone, not with a relative. Though I was with friends, still it differs from the trips that I had with family and relatives. Though I wasn't able to explore Baguio that much because of time constraints, I still cherish my Baguio experience sooo much.

NEW FRIENDS: Ofcourse, I met new people and had new friends last year. From Arriba, Hanna and Christine became my textmates and friends. Ang sweet nila! And even if we're islands apart, we always keep in touch through text. Sisses, I am very happy that I get to know you last year. I really hope that I can meet soon and that we can cheer for John. And ofcourse, I met ICE, my PBA buddy. haha. I really enjoyed her company because I learn a lot from her, about PBA stuff and others. Parang magkapareho kami ng wavelength nito, haha. Hey kumare, thank you so much! I'm really hopin' that "kumpare" will be back this year already. You miss him, don't you? :)

NEW CRUSH: Ofcourse, I met new people and I had new crushes. (Crushes daw?)haha. Most of them are ballers! But before I enumerate their names, I would like to emphasize that having a crush is different from being favorite. John will always have my loyalty. It's just that I need to appreciate other ballers' looks and skills, too. I'm just human!lol

This year, I had a crush on Cyrus Baguio :). He looks really simple but he rocks when he's on the court. He also looks simple and harmless though he's playing for a physical team RedBull (peace RedBull fans!).Also in my list is SLR's Ryan Reyes!haha. Bilib ako sa kanya kasi he's very promising and he's a good pointguard. I'm proud of him coz he's from Batangas, too. Could he be the SLR's "real deal?" Ammmmm..end of discussion for me. They are two different players and whatever happened before was part of the past and Im sure there were reasons why things like that happened.

I won't mention the name of the third one. I thought I'm ready to reveal..di pa pala. lol. Baka next time mareveal ko na. :)

Christmas Gifts!

Christmas Gifts!

I am very happy with how my Christmas turned out. Let me start everything with the Coca-Cola game last Dec. 21. The team won against Barangay Ginebra courtesy of Ronjay Buenafe's three-point play. John also played well that time. It was his best showing after having injuries. Though, he had limited playing time, he provided quality minutes! John was so sweet and all-smile after the game. haha. He even said that he'll give us wristbands. That night, we (ICE and ME) were able to give our gifts to some very people in our lives. lol. Thank you very much to Pherl, who did it for us.

Dec. 23

Sad game! If there's a game that I don't want to witness, it has to be Coke vs. Air21. It's not that I'm afraid that my team will loose against the Express. It's because Marvin Cruz, will be facing the Express. Marvin, is one of my favorite players in the PBA. I'm hopin' that someday, he can play with John in the same team. wah! That would be totally FUN and EXCITING! (atleast for Esel, Ice, and me, ayt? haha.

Well, the Tigers lost :(. Its pretty obvious that the team was tired. They missed most of their shots from the 3-point line. It obvious that they need the outside shooting especially the perimeter shooting of John. Well, sino bang hindi nakakamiss. Yeah, John's elbow was hurt during the BGK game :(. But John was still happy after the game. You know at least, they are in a better position right now and he's hoping that they can win more games next year. He even asked how are we going to celebrate Christmas. I said that I would be going home in Batangas to spend it with my parents. "Do you want to join?" Ofcourse, I didn't say that. It has ended already, okay. haha. Then he said, " have a safe trip, then." Wah! Ang sweet! Thanks John, I also hope that you had a blast last Christmas even if ****** was not here. She'll be back, don't worry :). Coz John was in a hurry coz he had to move his car already, he bid goodbye.

After talking to John, Ice and I felt so guilty coz we were not able to greet Kuya Ken and Kuya Jason. Bawi na lamang tayo next year, gurl!

And then finally, we approach Alex who was wearing red that night. He was talking to some fans when I approached him and ask for a pic. Yeah, another one! Ammm..how many pics with the Cool whip do I have this year? 6?7?8? let me check! Basta, I'm happy with this pic :) I'll keep it to myself, its better this way :) mwah..xoxo!We weren't contented yet, we rode on a bus and we're so shocked that the man who's shouting for Coke a while ago was on the same bus. Yeah! haha. Katapat pa ni Ice. He even gave us some candies. Ang sweet ni Manong..basta Manong, Go Coke pa rin! "Sisikat ka Cabagnot! Sisikat ka!"" One more, Asi!" lol. At Megamall, we continued chatting about the game. I went home around 11pm coz I had work the following day.

QUOTE:

ME: "Pogi na po talaga sya, Kuya!"I couldn't help myself but to react when someone at my back shouted "Papogi lang yang si Arigo." when John was about to take a shot. Double black-eye sya! John made the three-pointer and nasabihan ko pa sya nito. wahahaha! Lesson: Never underestimate my big bro in front or at my back or else, you will hear somethin' you didn't want to hear from me. OKAY? peace :)

PIC:My pic with Alex, we're both wearing red. It's Christmas daw kasi. Saya! Kilig!lol.