HYUNSAENG :)

Got this from SS501's soompi account. ^^
I will post Leader and YS' answers first.

Q & A ~ Kim Hyun Joong

001. Date of birth & blood type : 06 June 1986, Type B
002. Height, weight & feet size : 181cm, 67kg, 275mm (yes it's FEET size, not shoes)
003. Nickname : Dog
004. Place of birth : Seoul
005. Family members : Grandmother, Father, Mother, Elder Brother
006. Most respected person : Seo Tai Ji
007. Interest & specialty : Instrumental performances
008. Average hours of sleep : 6 ~ 7 hours
009. You're most proud of : Being a part of SS501
010. Certifications : Taekwondo black belt & driving licences for class 1 vehicles, motorcycles & cars (ASTIG ni OPPA)
011. 1st thing when you wake up : Bathe
012. Ideal breakfast menu : Ramen
013. Strength of handshake : Medium (not sure if it means handshake or arm wrestling)
014. Favorite phrase : "Really"
015. Briefly describe yourself : World Peace
016. Briefly describe Young Saeng : Angel
017. Briefly describe Kyu Jong : Pure (can also mean innocent)
018. Briefly escribe Jung Min : Wild
019. Briefly describe Hyung Jun : Coquetry (??= like little kid asking for favors etc)
020. Favorite character (animation, TV etc) : Everyone on board the ship in 'One Piece' (*a Japanese comic series, Leader's fav haha)
021. Best Voice Imitation of : Anderson Kim
022. Ringing tone : Silent
023. Favorite color : Black
024. Describe yourself with a color : Black
025. Describe Young Saeng with a color : White
026. Describe Kyu Jong with a color : Yellow
027. Describe Jung Min with a color : Black
028. Describe Hyung Jun with a color : Green
029. Favorite vegetables : Mushroom broccoli
030. Prefer ocean or mountain : Mountain
031. Favorite corner at home : My bedroom
032. Favorite physical part of your body : Collarbone
033. Future dream : Doing my own music
034. Instruments played : Now self-learning guitar, bass, drum, triangle, castanets
035. 1st album purchased : Seo Tai Ji & children 2nd LP
036. 1st LIVE performance watched : Limp Bizkit
037. Favorite artiste : Seo Tai Ji, Limp Bizkit, KORN, Metallica, U2, Marilyn Manson, Lifehouse, etc
038. Artiste that you desired to work with : Seo Tai Ji
039. Favorite performing artiste : Lee Hyori
040. Song suitable for listening while driving around : Blind (Lifehouse)
041. Most frequently sang song at practice studio : To Be Fortunate by Lee Tuck
042. Favorite SS501 song : Wings of the World
043. Role in SS501 : Leader
044. 1st impression of Young Saeng : Very pure
045. 1st impression of Kyu Jong : Has a very pure soul
046. 1st impression of Jung Min : Very old-looking
047. 1st impression of Hyung Jun : Cute
048. An ideal man is : Someone who can work and play as necessary
049. An ideal woman is : Someone who is like friend, a flawless simple female
050. An ideal date is : Play musical instruments together
051. In 50 years' time, you'll be : A father
052. Best in cooking : Ramen
053. Like & dislike Korean dish : Like beef mixed soup, dislike dog meat
054. Favorite drink : Apple juice
055. Dislike drink : Tomato juice
056. Favorite (best) subject : Physical education
057. Dislike (worst) subject : English
058. Favorite movie : Unbearable Frivolous of Love (??, erh what is this show? dont know the actual title :x)
059. Favorite book (novel, comic etc) : One Piece
060. Favorite sport : Football
061. Favorite brand : Generalidea
062. Essence of handsome looks : Hats
063. Favorite perfume : None
064. Favorite flower : Sakura (cherry blossoms)
065. Favorite online game : Football game
066. Favorite game : Catch ghost (think he meant hide-and-seek..)
067. Favorite animal : Dog
068. Describe yourself as an animal : Lion
069. Describe Young Saeng as an animal : Female lion (hahaha!!)
070. Describe Kyu Jong as an animal : Young male lion (no more gorilla~)
071. Describe Jung Min as an animal : Young female lion (suddenly ss501 become a lion family? =.=)
072. Describe Hyung Jun as an animal : Female lion (uh, same as Saengie? hmm will Maknae fight for Leader's love? )
073. Prefer phone calls or SMS : Phone calls
074. Frequently thinking of : Will the aliens come to Earth in 2012? (.... yaya they'll come to fetch you home, haha)
075. Motto : Please do not download albums illegally !!
076. If there's rebirth, you want to be : Alien (aww!!)
077. How you deal with difficulties : Sleep
078. To achieve world peace : Abandon nuclear weapons, ban new inventions of weapons
079. 3 things to bring to a deserted island : Plane, petrol, pilot
080. Thing that cannot be left behind : My instruments


Q & A ~ Heo Young Saeng

001. Date of birth & blood type : 3 November 1986, Type O
002. Height, weight & feet size : 178cm, 66kg, 270mm
003. Nickname : Otter, Prince
004. Place of birth : Gochang County, Jeollabuk-do
005. Family members : Father, Mother, Me
006. Most respected person : People who do their best in their scope of works
007. Interest & specialty : Sing, piano, read, gaming, basketball
008. Average hours of sleep : 4 ~ 6 hours
009. You're most proud of : Singing
010. Certifications : None
011. 1st thing when you wake up : Drink water
012. Ideal breakfast menu : Cheese, milk
013. Strength of handshake : Weak
014. Habit : Bite lips, stick out tongue
015. Briefly describe Hyun Joong : Like a man
016. Briefly describe yourself : A mystic person
017. Briefly describe Kyu Jong : Mysterious, unpredictable
018. Briefly describe Jung Min : 4D (thought that should be Joongie instead?)
019. Briefly describe Hyung Jun : Kid (Little Precious)
020. Favorite character (animation, TV etc) : Monkey God, 'Sword-heart', etc
021. Best Voice Imitation of : Everything (something's wierd on this part, reporter's error??)
022. Ringing tone : Cellphone's preset tone
023. Favorite color : White, black, red, blue
024. Describe Hyun Joong with a color : Red
025. Describe yourself with a color : White
026. Describe Kyu Jong with a color : Khakis
027. Describe Jung Min with a color : Rainbow
028. Describe Hyung Jun with a color : Yellow
029. Favorite vegetables : Cabbage
030. Prefer ocean or mountain : Ocean
031. Favorite corner at home : My bedroom & balcony
032. Favorite physical part of your body : Shoulder
033. Future dream : Best singer
034. Instruments played : Abit of piano
035. 1st album purchased : H.O.T
036. 1st LIVE performance watched : Korea's Cultural Ceremony
037. Favorite artiste : Steveland, Yoshiki
038. Artiste that you desired to work with : Yoshiki
039. Favorite performing artiste : Jang Dong-Gun, Kang Dong-Won, Song Hye-Kyo, Avril Lavigne
040. Song suitable for listening while driving around : Izaumi Sakai, Avril Lavigne
041. Most frequently sang song at practice studio : I Will Do Well by Se7en & Overjoyed by Steveland
042. Favorite SS501 song : Wings of the World
043. Role in SS501 : Lead vocal
044. 1st impression of Hyun Joong : Scary
045. 1st impression of Kyu Jong : Someone who's afraid of strangers
046. 1st impression of Jung Min : Suave, eloquent
047. 1st impression of Hyung Jun : Handsome boy
048. An ideal man is : Jang Dong-Gun, Kang Don-Won
049. An ideal woman is : Cute, pretty, understand me, will hold onto me tightly, attract me, guide me
050. An ideal date is : Drive around
051. In 50 years' time, you'll be : Maybe should have grandchildren
052. Best in cooking : Kimchi soup
053. Like & dislike Korean dish : Like fried chicken, dislike seafood
054. Favorite drink : Dakara sport drinks, lemon water
055. Dislike drink : Carbonate drinks
056. Favorite (best) subject : English
057. Dislike (worst) subject : Maths
058. Favorite movie : Everything
059. Favorite book (novel, comic etc) : Gangster Rabbit, Little Prince
060. Favorite sport : Basketball, baseball, football
061. Favorite brand : CK, Gucci, Dior, LV, Adidas
062. Essence of handsome looks : Overall
063. Favorite perfume : L'eau Par Kenzo
064. Favorite flower : Rose
065. Favorite online game : Starcraft, Winning Eleven
066. Favorite game : None
067. Favorite animal : Wolf, dog, panda
068. Describe Hyun Joong as an animal : Dog
069. Describe yourself as an animal : Otter
070. Describe Kyu Jong as an animal : Bear
071. Describe Jung Min as an animal : Horse
072. Describe Hyung Jun as an animal : Leopard
073. Prefer phone calls or SMS : SMS
074. Frequently thinking of : Aliens, Japanese language
075. Motto : Give your best & you can do it
076. If there's rebirth, you want to be : Reborn as myself but lead a different life
077. How you deal with difficulties : Battle and win myself
078. To achieve world peace : Love
079. 3 things to bring to a deserted island : Phone, computer, clothes
080. Thing that cannot be left behind : My clothes

I JUST LOVE THESE GUYS :) ♥♥♥♥♥ to the 501st level ^^

When You're Gone

When You're Gone lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I really love this song!

It really reminds me of someone. Everytime I listen to this song, I can't help but remember him. Sigh. Can somebody teach me how to forget him? LOL

Ofcourse I dont want to forget him. He's SPECIAL. I always say that.

"Wherever you are, take care of yourself. It was a wonderful experience knowing you. I cherish every conversation, every talk, and every moment that I had with you. Thank you for makin' me happy. "

Saranghe :)

Post Christmas entry :)

I'm back from Batangas!Whew. I had my much-needed rest last weekend. It's really great to go home on a Friday and have the whole Saturday, resting, sleeping, spending time with family, eating, watching TV, listening to music, texting, chatting, whatever. Gosh, I wanna repeat it but I doubt. I would be very busy this weekend. Well, let's not talk about it. The idea of thinking it makes me tired enough.

Just got home after work. Yeah, work! My schedule really sucks these days. They messed up my schedule. I couldn't evaluate thoroughly because all the classes and level tests are mixed up. Shit. I think I really have to lessen my working time. I feel so tired after my shift. This 2010, I wanna take care of my body and that's the first time I'm goin to do. Sigh.

I was just surprised last Sat when Lhyza told me that KHJ left a message at DSP TOK and he even played with fans. He also replied to one of the posts. And what did he say? Hmmm. Pupunta lang naman sya dito sa Pinas! What can you say? Upon seeing my friend's text, I was like "Is it true?" I thought she was just jokin at me coz she knows I really like the guy, but then, it is true. He really wrote it and I guess all Triple S and Hyunnies Phils are all excited about it. Gosh! I love that news. I really hope that he visits the Philippines soon. And I hope he brings SS401 with him. I would love to see them in person. Well, I'd rather have them than F3. Peace BOF fans! I had enough of the F3 though they're handsome and good-looking. Ofcourse, I would love to see the F4, Goo Hye Sun, and SS501 together in a show just like in Japan, but I doubt it. Well, as long as KHJ will go here, that's the most important thing. Kahit pa si Tado o si Pokwang ang guest sa show, I will surely watch. Peace.

Today, I also gave some of my gifts to my members and friends. I just hope that they will use it. :). I also received a lot of gifts coming from my friends and I wanna thank them. I wanna take pics of their gifts but my camera isn't working. Hopefully, next year, I could buy one because I really missed takin' pictures. Opps. Ms. Maria is also here in the Philippines with her husband. I will meet her during the weekend. I'm excited to meet her already. :)

I also have gifts for myself! Syempre. haha. I bought 3 CDS of SS501 this year and.....I just received my Rebirth album last Thursday. Whooooooh.

Uso ngayon ang mga yeer-ender. I will make mine next year. I'm still preparing if I would reveal some juicy stuff. LOL. That's all for now. Be back next time here. ^^

Quizilla

I'm bored!

So I decided to answer some quizzes on this website. (http://quizilla.teennick.com/quizzes). It's fun! If I were you, I would try it. ^^ And here are my results.

When Will You Fall In Love?

Soon
You are mature and know you have to be patient with love, and by now you've waited your turn, and you will fall in love very soon!

What genre movie would you star in?

Thriller!
You're smart, cunning and love to solve a mystery or tricky puzzle. While full-on gore and scares isn't your thing, you still love a movie that keeps people on the edge of their seats, holding their breath. Your clever ways will spice up any movie that involves a crime or spies!

Who's your ultimate ss501 match?

Kim Hyun Joong

Which SS501 Boy Would You End Up With ?

Kim Hyunjoong is for you. (^__^)

Although he's the leader, it's difficult for him to wake up, really difficult. But he's a good guy and plays the guitar.

Whats The Best Thing About You?

Your Personality.
Your sweet and kind, never rude or mean to anyone. When your in a bad mood, you tend to bottle it up inside, so you don't get mad at anyone. But sometimes let it out, tell a friend. This is the best part about you, and the best feature of all, because it won't fade. Beauty is fleeting.

(I love this part!)

Merry Christmas ♥

It almost Christmas eve! I am in front of my pc, la lang, just allowing time to pass by. Anyway, I don't have to wake up at 4am this morning. It's a HOLIDAY. I have a three-day vacation and I hope to enjoy it. Tomorrow, I'm goin to meet my family, we'll just eat in the mall, spend time with each other. I haven't prepared any gift for them but I guess it wont matter that much. What's important is we're TOGETHER.

Being alone here, I couldn't help but remember last year's Christmas eve. I think I was with Lhyza at that time because we didnt go home, too. Before that, I even worked up to 9pm. I was kinda tired because I started workin at 5am. However, no matter how tired I was, still.. I could SMILE sweetly. It's all because of him. As I look back, I couldn't help but remember him. The person who made my 2008 special, and the person who took my smile this year when he left. I admit I cried when he left. The moment Rhem told me that he's leavin' I told myself, "SHIT!"

When he told me about it, I was tryin to tell myself not to break down because I was in the middle of the class. But after my class, I immediately went to the washroom and there.....I cried.

Now, with almost two months without that person, I'm still finding the best reason to stay at work. I am loosing my interest with all honesty. I'm back to my old self workin again in a company just to earn money. It's the sad truth. ~

Nevertheless, Christmas is here. I should be happy because it's the birthday of Jesus. I know that these are just hardships that I need to go through to become a better person. This Christmas, I only have two wishes, continuous good health for our family members, and a chance to be able to talk to him again even for a minute. I dunno if it's possible but God has been so Great to me. Anything is possible to HIM.

Merry Christmas everyone ♥ ^^

WooooooooH.

Before I just listen to their MP3s. But now, I have their 3 albums. SS501, Jjang! It was already 6:30pm when I finally got it. Actually, I had to find out if it's available in Megamall. Sad to say, it was sold-out. Yehey for the boys. Tears for me Lol. Well, good thing, someone posted on the Triple S website that there are still copies in Podium. And the rest is history. It was like I was running against the best in the Olympics. Sigh, I love them.

Super Hits, Find, & Deja Vu


Super Hits, photobook, and SS501 stickers


PJM, Baby, and Leader

Leader, YS, and KJ


the hyungs...lol.. handsome and hot hyungs :)

I love SS501. Next target: Rebirth album, limited edition. :)

Thanks SS501! I've been out of sink these past few days. I'm not in my usual self right. But I'll be back.

PS.

I care for you, it's so difficult for me to know that I wont be seeing your name online but if it will make you a better person, I would certainly let you go. I just hope that you will be happy. I dunno if it's going to be the end of friendship, hopefully, NOT. I will still pray for you. You made me laugh many times and I am forever thankful to you. "I'll remember you." Till next time, Saranghe....

NEW....

New house. Net connection is back. New oppa? LOL

Ofcourse the first two are absolutely right. We moved to a new apartment last week that is why I had to apply for the transfer of the my net connection, too. Gosh! I suffered for 1 week. Hell. LOL.

The third one? NO! You will always be my angel. LOL. It was really great to hear your voice. That day was special. I love it. I couldn't forget the goosebumps that I had upon hearing that "hello." Well, enough. Let the excitement remain in my heart. I'm selfish, I dont wanna share it. LOL.

Speaking of oppa, hmmm. I watched the first 2 episodes of You're Beautiful and I must say I was entertained. I like the Shin woo character because he has a similarity with Ji Hoo sunbae (I just like Kim Hyun Joong.). I like the concept of the show, it's like a parody of everything about Korean idols. I couldn't forget the shower scene of Jang Geun Suk which is somewhat similar to KHJ's shower scene at the Persona Concert. Hmmm. What does this mean? It only implies that KHJ is a HIT! Considering the image that they want Shin Woo to portray, it's leaning towards Ji Hoo character and with the arrogance and the "eyeliner" of Tae Kyung (JGS), he resembles more of Lee Min Ho and TOP respectively. It's just an opinion. What about the girl, Park Shin Hye's role is more of Yeh's Coffee Prince and Hori Morikita in Hana Kimi which are my favorites. Well, that's based on the first 2 episodes only. Let's see if there's any change in the coming episodes.

But whatever happens, there's no point to compare KHJ with other guys. I hate those comments saying that KHJ was not able to portray the Rui role etc. Haters will always be haters. With respect to the guy portraying Shin Woo, he's quite handsome but he doesn't possess something that KHJ has. (atleast in my eyes). But he's doin a great job. But for me, Kim Hyun Joong is only ONE, INCOMPARABLE. JJANG. They can't take away the fact that Korea fell in love with Ji Hoo sunbae with his portrayal. And I love him, too. LOL. Ayieeeeee.

:(

What a tragic event. Typhoon "Ondoy" hit the Philippines. :(

I really don't want to dwell on this matter because I don't wanna be depressed. I just hope that everyone who were affected, including my aunt's family in Marikina will be fine. I call everyone to pray for those people who died and for their families to recover.

That Saturday afternoon, I was in the office when the typhoon hit Manila. I was so scared looking at the Tektite windows because I could see trees swaying and raining so hard. Few teachers only came because of that extreme weather condition. It was hell...until a light came along. It was a different light that gave me peace and comfort. You really made my day though it was so tiring. Kamsahamnida :)

Finally, yesterday I watched Family Outing, a Korean TV program where KHJ appeared. I found this video after watching it. It was sooooo hilarious. I love Kim Hyun Joong. :)

I AM EXCITED.

I am so excited these days :)
I'm prayin' that it would really happen.
I wanna see them in person.
I've never watched any concert, local or international..but if they will come here, I'm willing to spend talaga. hihihi.

SS501...
Leader.....
Please come to the Philippines. :)
hahaha.

(Thanks to the owner of this pic...from Triple S Philippines blog.)

An Open Letter to HJL..

Welcome back, ****!


I was so excited to browse the internet websites this afternoon hoping to see news about your arrival. I was super worried about your health. I dunno, but I guess you've really caught my attention.


However, when I see you a while ago, I felt so guilty. Of course, I want to see you everyday. But upon seeing you like that, I told myself that you need more rest. Gosh. You look so tired, oppa. TT.TT. My heart is aching seeing you like that. How I wish, I can take care of you.


Please take your time to rest. I'm sure you'll be very busy in the coming months with your Persona Tour, CFs, TV guestings, fan meetings, and a possible new drama. So please, your health is the most important thing right now.


We can't wait to see here in the Philippines. Mwah :)



Sooooooooo pathetic, I hate writing things like these but because it's for HJL...I can do it. ^^

Im fine now..

During the past 2 weeks, I was never ok. Too much pressure from work! There was a time that I was so angry and I even thought of giving up on my job. It's true. I told one of my members that I might step down. I was so down that time that I was crying that time. That was I think the first time I cried because of work. I can't help it. Everything was so negative and black. I couldn't see any positive which does not normally happens. No other source of inspiration as well.

But I've learned how to mellow down and think things carefully...just like old days. :)

Thanks to TM Jason and Dexie...

I immediately talked to TM about my problem and he explained to me what happened. Well, I'm still not solved to all his explanations of course because I believe that I'm RIGHT. Atleast, he gave me a better explanation and most importantly, he told me to RELAX. I'll take that from him. I usually tell him that word whenever he has a problem or if he's feelin the pressure already. TM, salamat po. Thanks for being objective and for being a fair supervisor and a friend to me. Minsan, tatay na rin. hihihi. Since my father is in my hometown, I have someone to look up to here in Manila. Go SuperJason!!!

And to Dexie, salamat sa pakikinig sa lahat ng mga sentiments ko. Sobrang thank you sa coffee last Tuesday. I really appreciate your words of encouragement. You are one my angels, indeed. Our relationship goes beyond, not only team leader-member..but a deeper one. You will always be my friend. I always believe in what you can do. You're a very nice person and given a chance, I've always wanted to see you lead a group. You may be quiet sometime, but like what I've always believe in, an effective leader doesn't need to shout or talk. His/Her members can feel him/her. So, keep it up. :) Shoutout to Minho's future wife. Lol.

Lastly, to my members, guys...thanks for the love and understanding. You are my angels. Whatever we aspire, we can surely get it if we work harder. So. let's get it on! Aja. Fighting.

Till my next rant...mwah! :)

By the way, since its weekend, I have time to sort out some pics and I have found some of the latest pics that we had in our team. I made a slide show. Hope you all enjoy it.

www.anna08.blogdrive.com

My first post in My Blogdrive account. (www.anna08.blogdrive.com)

"Sigh. Delayed first post. Blame it to iTunes error. An hour ago, when I was about to play my songs I learned that my itunes was locked. I wondered what's wrong. Shit. I couldn't figure out what to do. I reinstalled it but it didn't work. I even asked my friend but she said, she didn't know how to fox it. Then, I did some research. Until I saw this quoted message below. I followed it and now, my iTunes is working. Thanks a lot :).

"Recover from a 'Library is locked' iTunes error
By: Mangler on Sun, Jun 10 2007 at 12:43AM PDT

Appols if this double posts as I was trying to reply to the original hint

I'm happy to be able to report this slightly quicker workaround:

1. Move your iTunes library Data file to your desktop.
2. Start iTunes - your play list will be empty
3. Quit iTunes and copy the data file from step 1 back in to the iTunes folder
4. Start iTunes

Problem gone and play history preserved!"

Now, it really pays to do some research.


That's for my new entry. Next time, I'm goin to tell more about my self. It's already late. I had to sleep already coz my work starts at 5am. Mwah :). "

Finally...

After several months of not seeing each other, we finally met and had fun with each other. Opps. I'm talkin about my bestfriend, Tere. Yep. It took months before we finally talk and see. Nope. We didn't fight. We're just busy. Yep. And this afternoon, we finally saw each other. We dined at Chowking Megamall and watched Sandra Bullock-Ryan Reynolds film The Proposal. We enjoyed it but we're so sleepy because of work. She worked last night and she just waited for my shift to end. We didn't took pictures anyway. We're so excited to discuss many things. Bes, thanks for a wonderful day. Let's meet again and share many chikkas again.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

On the other hand, I just finished watching Nodame Cantabile. Hayy, I should have watched it long time ago. It was amazing! I love Chiaki and Nodame na.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

June stack ranking was already out. But I haven't seen my grade. LOL. I'm excited to know my grade and my rank. Atleast, I will know where will I stand, so I can improve my weaknesses.

The Hottest Man on Earth

I can't help it. I really admire this guy. I just love his work ethics and his dedication to his work and fans. It could be the "video of the year." LOL.

what's up with me?

The past few days were not okay. It was depressing. Too many reasons. Family. Worries. Work. Ahh..I got fed up again. But just like in the past, I was able to recover. Sigh. Too many negas. Get lost!

Right now, I'm still worried about some family matters. I pray that everything will be fine. Also, I'm recovering from an illness. Not A(H1N1) definitely. LOL. Let's just say that "It's almost over." The feeling is still there, but I can sense that in the coming days, I can get over it.

I just realize it after a couple of months..without communication. I admit, I was so sad when he didn't reply to my greetings during his bday. Well, I don't know if he saw the message coz it was just in a slip paper. But, I'm hoping that he saw it. Atleast he knew that I remember his birthday. That was enough for me.

Well, I don't what will happen next. Maybe, I will be able to talk to him again. Who knows? I don't know how will I react. I'll just cross the bridge when I get there.

It's sad that it has to end this way. But nothing is permanent in this world. They say that if you love someone, set him/her free. If he/she comes back, then he's/she's yours.

For now, I just wanna enjoy everything that I have. Life is too beautiful to live in a world full of misery and frustration.

Myangel, I will forever treasure the memories that I had with you. You are still my angel. :)

the hottest guy on Earth...

is.....
my oppa :)
KIM HYUN JOONG. ^^

I know Lhyza will diagree with me with the "oppa" thing,
but this is my moment. LOL. I'll call him whatever I want.
Hmmmm...What if I call him shillang? Why not?

Opps. Kanya-kanya lang yan. I respect your opinion, so respect mine. :)

a picture of my two favorite Korean singers ^^
d 4D Leader, Kim Hyun Joong and the emo prince,
Heo Young Saeng of SS501.

What's new?

What's new on my ipod?

Well, I have new videos of SS501. haha. Ofcourse, they are my favorite. Hyun Joong is the apple of my eyes. Aegoo. Last night, I downloaded interviews of KHJ, Goo Hye Sun and Kim Bum in KBS. It was an old interview though. KHJ was really funny when he talked about the kissing scenes in BBF. My shillang...

Something new...

That I bought : Hmmm, I got a Victoria Secret sweater with a hoodie. I really like wearing hoodies these days. I dunno. I also got a Victoria Secret perfume, Romantic Wish scent. I really love its smell. I have a new bag, Nine West. I really don't know, I prefer buying expensive stuff. Well, time to save after these stuff that I bought.

New Song:

I love Young Saeng Nameless Memory. Young Saeng is the lead vocalist of Korean band, SS501. He wrote that song, YS is such an emo! But in fairness, the song is great. YS is such a talented cutie.

New plan:

I want to convert all the WGM flv files that I have. I want to see how playful KHJ on that show. I really envy Hwang Bo. LOL.

grrrrrr

Naiinis ako. Basta, naiirita ako.

What's on my playlist?

I like listening to different songs. But nowadays, when you check my iPod, here's what you will see on my fav playlist.

5 - Complete by SNSD (Girls Generation)

4 - Rize Up by Kim Hyun Joong

3 - Can't Fight This Feelin Anymore by Air Supply

2 - Thank You by Kim Hyun Joong

and.....


1 - It's the Way You Make Me Feel by Steps

I just love listening to these songs nowadays. ^^

You SUCK.

You are really gettin' into my nerves..
You're an asshole, watermelon.
You will have your time. Trust me, time will come that VOIM will be free from your stupid ideas.

SHIT ka talaga.

I Love SS501

I am back to blogging once more. I was so busy these past few days. Actually, I'm so busy downloading videos and songs for my new iPod classic. Lol. Yup, I bought one coz I was inspired by the Korean boyband SS501. They have a lot of interesting videos that I want to save. Unfortunately my pc cannot accommodate all those videos, so I decided to buy one.

I really like that Korean group. All of them are very interesting, from their baby, Kim Hyung Joon, to Park Jung Min, the sexy charisma guy, to Kim Kyu Jong, who is very simple, to the Smiling Angel, Young Saeng, and of course my oppa, everyone's prince and sunbae, Mr. Yoon Ji Hoo himself, my shillang, KIM HYUN JOONG.

I really like their songs, mixed song kc. They have songs for kids, for teens and for everyone. Among their songs which I really like are Your Man, De Ja Vu, A Song Calling For You, Coward, You are My Heaven, and counting...of course Because I'm Stupid wont be ruled out.

I really love SS501. I hope that they will have a concert here in the Philippines.

SS501 Rocks! Love Kim Hyun Joong............

Am I really happy?

If that question popped out of my mind last year, I would definitely say "YES" in exagerration. But now, I don't think so. I'm confused again. Last year, I really felt special, that feeling alone inspired me to be the best person I could be. I did many things for the first time...because of him. After a couple of months, I'm sank here asking what happened?

I don't want to live in a world full of pretensions. God knows, I'm not a hypocrite. I am transparent and all. These days, I'm suffering, I'm hurting, I'm confused, I dunno what to do. There are times that Im feeling okay, well, not sure actually, I might just be telling that I'm okay, but deep inside, I'm not. Maybe, I havent really moved on. Such a traumatic experience right?

What's happening to me? I dunno really. I think I'm lost. I want to do something which will make me happy. But there's something in me keeps on dictating my mind not to do it. Maybe it's my pride, totally sucks right. But what can I do, I don't want everything to be complicated. And besides, there's no assurance that it would turn out well in case I do it. I dont wanna left out crying and frustrated. Sigh. I dunno. I guess, I'm becoming really stupid. I tend to magnify things which I dont have to in the first place. This feeling really sucks! I wonder how I will move on. How? I have no idea. I haven't told anyone about this. They thought I'm okay, well, I am..but not fully. There are times that I'm still thinking about it. I'm still hoping, I guess...that someday,I would be able to get what I want.....that I want him back! .....in life.

This is tough......but I can get through with this. Fighting!

What's new?

Ano nga ba? Actually, NOTHING!

Meron nga pala, yung QA evaluation namin, bago na naman. Sigh. What else is new?

I dont want to write an entry about the office thing. I wanna write somethin else. However, I dunno what's that sumthin. Hmmm. I think I have to thank all those people who remembered my birthday last April 9. Thank you guys for the greetings, hmmm.. I wont mentioned your names but from the bottom of my heart, thanks a lot ;). I love you all.

As much as possible, I dont want to elaborate about my birthday. Weeks have passed and I already forgot some of the things that had happened on that day. Wish? Hmm..I think I am blessed with loving family and friends, that alone is a great gift from God. What I wish for is good health for my parents and me. Lovelife? Wag muna. I don't think I can handle it right now. I'm not prepared and right now, there's just one person in my heart. I dunno if he knows it but he is still there. Call it stupidity but there's no other guy has inspired me even like him. LOL.

Enough of lovelife....

This year, I have some personal goals that I want to achieve. I want to buy an ipod where I can save my SS501 videos and music. haha. I'm really goin' gaga over Kim Hyun Joong and the rest of this South Korean boyband. They ROCK!

Wait, I want to thank my student JISU who really prepared for my birthday. During our class, she had cake and candle and other stuff. She was really sweet :). Also to Ms. Maria, thanks coz she even sent me a message despite being busy. I really hope that I could meet her in person. And to my loving friends, thanks guys :) Mwah. mwah. Mwah.

Till my next post...

Crazy...

Oh my God! Im goin' crazy. lol.

I have never been like this...haha. I'm into Kim Hyun Joong. Waaaaaaaa. I have been teaching ESL online for the past three years and this is the first time I got hooked to a Korean guy. LOL. There's really something in him that makes him stand out. Sigh.

I'll definitely buy a dvd of Boys Before Flower. Hopefully, he'll be invited here in the Philippines together with the other members of SS501. Duh! Kahit sya lang sa F4, okay na okay na sa kin. Only KHJ will complete my BBF experience. LOL.

I really love my shillang....kkkkkkkkkk

I LoVe tHeSe guYs :)

MY NEW HEADER..

Haha. Hindi naman obvious noh? Yeah, I'm a KHJ fan. Shit! He's simply awesome. So talented, so mysterious. 4D!!!I'm a certified 4D, too. LOL.

Rating the Korean F4...

Okay, since I'm working in a Korean company and I'm teaching Korean students, might as well rate the "hottest guys" in Korea. Yup, they are the hOttEST and the most popular men in Korea right now, move away Rain and other boy bands...peace. Even old people ang young kids know and watch them. Here's my ranking..opps, well, this is just my observation and it might be different from yours...arasso?

At no. 4 .......Woo Bin (Kim Joon of T-Max)

Well, he plays the role of Vaness in the Taiwanese version and I must say, the Korean version did not focus on him. T.T. Maybe because he's just new in the business, so the writer did not give him too much burden. lol. Well, as a singer, he can sing naman. And I think that he's a good speaker. He can express himself well during interviews.

At no. 3........Goo Jun Pyo (Lee Min Ho)

Sorry guys, but I just put the main character in the third spot. I told you, this is my list. hahaha. Personally, I think Lee Min Ho fits the role of Goo Jun Pyo or Damyouji. His physical appearance fits perfectly...the hairstyle, the height...etc. His even a good actor. Trust me, however, he wasnt able to convince me that he's worthy of Jan Di's love. Besides, I wasnt even moved by their "away-bati" scenes. I dunno. So it means, hindi effective yung acting nya sa akin. And besides, I don't like the way he dresses. haha. I think he also looks old for the role. Basta, there's something in him which bothers me. I can't pinpoint it. Again, this is my opinion. You have your own. But, in general, I think he did well as an actor. Peace. ^^

At no. 2.....is Yi Jung (Kim Bum)

Wow, this kid can certainly act and catch every girls' attention with his smile. OMG! But I only put him at no. 2 spot. Why? He seems very matured in the story. I saw his pic before and he was so cute then. But in this drama, he certainly matured and got old. In terms of acting, he's really good and he was able to portray his role well. However, there's only one "Yi Jung or Ximen" for me..and that's Ken Zhu of Taiwan.

And lastly but not certainly the least, at the top spot....Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong of SS501)

First, this is not because I like the "Lei" character. I don't even like Vic Zhou though I like Shun Oguri. I think Shun did well as Rui but Kim Hyun Joong's portrayal is something different and special. This is the first that the script gave too much emphasis on the "Rui" character. In the first two HYD series, they only gave emphasis on the two leads which the staff overlooked. Good thing the scriptwriter gave him a good storyline here. In terms of acting, I should say that KHJ was still lost at the start of the series but eventually, you can see the improvement as the series goes on. Some may argue.. but if you know his background, you probably understand why. He's just NEW! So bear with him. lol. He's a singer, my dear and this is his first acting job though he's appeared in other TV programs. And guess what, he's the first F4 casted....and he didn't underwent any auditions. Jang Geun Seok even liked his role but the PD still gave it to KHJ. Wow! It only means that they could see the character in him. I think that in the F4 guys, he has the sweetest smile and the most "honest" one. Well, too much has been said, I'll probably make an entry again about KHJ alone. I'm too sleepy. LOL.

Peace ^^ lol..mwah :)

F***!

Shit talaga! Yung photobucket link ko hindi nagwowork. Grrrrrr. Kainis! Hayy. I will just fix the problem next time. I'm soooooooo pissed off these days. Shit talaga! Morons. The two of them can go to hell. I'm really mad. Yeah! I am mean! I love it. I dont feel sorry for what I've done. I'm only speaking for myself. I love seeing them frustrated, just the two of them. I love seeing them mad. Her words of frustration was music to my ears. Okay, fine..she's happy. hahaha. Well, I doubt it. I'm sure, she's freakin mad coz we let her waited for an hour daw. Sigh...such an honor. LOL. And why would I apologyze? Haller..You I've already heard nasty words comin from you, do you think I would apologyze and kiss your ass? NO WAY! You know, there are people who dont deserve respect. And honestly, you're one of them. You're THFM, as in trying hard fuckin moron...lol.

I am tryin to calm myself by writing here. I apologyze if I used nasty words to refer to some people but I cant take it anymore. I just wanna be myself. This is what I feel. And this is me.

I admit I also committed a mistake but I dont think I deserve to be humiliated like that. Anyway, I didnt feel humiliated at all. Sorry guys, I was wearing my mask.lol.

my students ....then and now

This is a slideshow of some of my previous and current students. Well, I can say that they are "some" only because I had so many students before and I already forgot some of them. I wasn't able also to take pics of them. Honestly, hindi talaga ako mahilig magtake ng pics nila. Kaya minsan, I regret having no pics of them. Im not saying that I dont care about them. It's just that I don't really like pics. I care for them as my student but I dont feel the need to take their pics everytime we have class. I dunno, ganun ako eh. Am I really that insensitive? sigh.

Let's not talk about that, I'm here to write an entry for 3rd year anniversary in VOIM. My experience here in this company has been great and something like a roller coaster...sometimes masaya, sometimes malungkot. But what I love here is the people, from the people whom I've worked with, to my current officemates, I can say that I enjoyed their company so much. In this company, I've learned how to be strong and tough, to love and learn how to control my feelings and myself. Here, I've learned how to value other people especially those who are not as good as mine in English.

My first year and second year were not as great as the third year. I guess its because I didnt know where I would put myself then. I couldnt decide on my own. But on my third year, I was able to decide and work on my own. And during that year also, I've experienced enjoying my work to the fullest. haha. That's because God sent an angel.

Now that I'm on my another year in VOIM, I have three wishes. First, I hope that I would be given a chance to manage more people. I want to challenge myself more. Second, I want to improve my teaching skills and my leadership skills. And lastly, I hope that I would be inspired again just like old days.

Thank you VOIM for three years of a roller coaster ride. Hope for more years with you.

To all the people I've worked and I'm working with right now, God bless us all.

NAKAKAMISS...

Wala lang. Namiss ko lang bigla ang maraming tao. Tulad ng mga dati kong members. C Cyryl, ang isa sa pinakamakulet kong member sa Team Anyang. Hayy. C Iya, si Cha na ka-IM ko kanina. Sabi nya, "wer near yet so far." Ang dami ko nang gustong sabihin sa kanya tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay na napag-usapan namin dati pero hindi ako makahanap ng time. Sobrang busy na rin kasi nya. Miss ko na rin sina Charmi, Debbie, pati ang baby ko na si Jammy Jam. Lahat sila sa dating Team Anyang. Maging mga hausmates ko miss ko na rin. Dati kasi nakakapagkwentuhan pa kami after ng work subalit nitong mga nagdaang araw, hindi na kami makapagkwentuhan mula nung kumuha ako ng evening shift. Hayy. Hindi na kami makapagkwentuhan ni Johanna about sa aming favorite topic.

Miss ko na rin ang tatay at nanay ko. Sabagay, uuwi ako sa darating na Sabado. Isa pang namimiss ko ay si... OO, miss ko na sya. T.T . Heto na naman ang feeling na hinahanap mo yung taong nagpapasaya sa yo at nagbibigay ng inspirasyon. Hindi kompleto ang umaga ko kung hindi ko sya nakikita. Hayun na. Period!

too many things...

Too many things have happened these past few days. Wah! It's great to have a breather like this, ofcourse..a Saturday night. It's been a month I think since I updated this site and since then, I'm on a roll. I asked for an extension to work until 9pm in VOIM. Well, primarily because I really want to save money. I have to pay my credit card and stuff. But there's another reason which I dont wanna buy...but its on my mind. My friends could sense it. haha. Okay, I'm a hypocrite!

Here are the updates that I wanna share to all of you...

John, now a Barako
I was really shocked when Jason told me about the trade. WHAT! John now will play in RedBull. haha. Well, that's life. In a way, good for him. He'll be given more playing time there. And he could be the main guy..hope so. Because of that, I say byebye to Tigers, na ilang taon ko ring favorite team. I had a great time with this team and too bad it has to end this way. My loyalty is with John and it wont change whoever plays for Coke. To John, I will always support you. I may not be able to watch your game because I work at night, I will definitely pray for a better season for you and Red Bull. Go Big Bro! I will see you every Sunday basta may game ang RB. YOU STILL ROCK!

Goldie, visiting Manila.
Too tiring last week because after I finished processing my passport, I went with some office friends in ....hahaha. Aegoo! Yeah, in Manila Zoo and Intramuros. We accompanied Goldie there. It was very tiring but I guess, you dont feel it when you're with your friends. We spent the whole day walking, walking, eating, boating, taking pictures, etc. Wah. So tired talaga but I did it for my friend who came back to Cebu the following day. Hayy, we miss you Goldielocks, here. Come back here soon!

My passport is READY now!
Yahooooo! Yep, I have already fixed my passport and I'm ready to go to...wherever! Just kidding. I'm just happy that I was able to accomplish it during the holidays. Thanks to Myra and Lhyza :). Love yeah, gurls.

On reshuffling...
Yeah, we had our reshuffling in VOIM. Well, I am hurt and I definitely miss my old members. Team Anyng will never be the same again. However, things like this really happen and I have to accept it. I will still see them in the office..Yun nga lang, not in my group. Sigh. One word: sadness.

Well, anyway atleast, I made my angel laughed about it. And he made me laughed as well. Hayy. Thanks to you :) You always make me smile. You're heaven sent. Though we don't talk everyday, you always make me feel I'm a princess whenever we talk. WAH!

Enough. Enough. Enough. Lol.

Saying Goodbye to 2008....

WHATTTTTTA YEAR!

A year full of everything, sorrow and pain...happiness and love.

As everyone bids goodbye to 2008, here in my blog, I also want to bid farewell to a year which I considered, the best year of my life. This year, I experienced a lot of things that made me a better person. Though I consider every year, actually every day special...2008 has been very close to my heart because of a lot of things.

This year did not start in a good note because of an event I wanted to forget. Because of that event, my family suffered. Those were indeed dark days. But we stuck together to face everyone's insult. Now, we are stronger and one. Last year, we also experienced fire in our apartment. Good thing, our things were safe coz the fire only took place on the lower level. We had to move from one place to another during that time. Problems among friends occurred and we had to let go of some for the better. Sometimes, you have to let other people out of your life though they’ve been part of it for a long time. Sigh. During that time, I was really down. I couldn’t enjoy my birthday coz I really lack money. The month of April passed and things got better. Thank God!

Things got better indeed in terms of financial and social aspects of my life. I became more friendly and sociable compared than before. Haha. It’s really true. I’ve been very vocal about it. I begun to love my work and I started appreciating some people in my workplace as well as in our counterpart in Korea. Before, I used to go there just to do my job as a team leader and as a teacher. After talking to Sarah, I began to realize something very important. I realized that I’m not only here to do my job. I am here because I have an important role and I should not only think of myself, but also the other people who are working in the company who might suffer because of me. Until now, I am thankful to her because that simple talk made me realize many things. After that conversation, I asked apology to our AS in the morning. It was my first time to do that because my pride can’t just swallow everything. From that time on, everything about work became so lighter and easier. Well, it wasn’t a walk in the park. Let’s just say, I’m inspired.

Until the end of the year, blessings continued to pour. I was given a chance to go to Cebu our Operations Manager. I really enjoyed the trip, hoping that I could go back there to meet and bond with the teachers. However, I am not yet sure if it will happen. The other teachers also deserve to be there and I would be very happy if they would be given also the same chance that I had.

With all of these blessings, I wanna thank God. I always thank him for my family’s good health and strong bond. This year, I pray that You continue to bless us.

I wanna thank Him also because He made me realize to let go of big bro. He’s been very nice and he inspired me in the past. But things change as well as feelings. I will continue to support and pray for him but it’s time to move on and face another chapter of my life.

To my friends, thanks for all always bearing with me…my mood swings…my rants…my stories….you’re the best! Rhem, Ice, Nelly, Pearl, Lhyza, Johanna, Myra….my teammates…my sups…my co-tls, my officemates, thanks guys. :)

To that someone who continued to inspire me, thank you. KAMSAHAMNIDA. Haha. Thank you soooo much. I hope I can meet you in person to personally thank you for all the things you've done. ^^*

"Can you hear me?" "I love that line." "You and me, fighting!" "I miss you."

Mwah!! Hope 2009 will be a better year for all of us. :)

my CEBU adventure..

Before I start sharing my wonderful experience in Cebu, I would like to thank first Mr. Um for that opportunity to represent VOIM Manila in Cebu. Thank you, Sir for the trust. Kamsahamnida ^^*.

Okay..go! Around 4pm when our flight departed in NAIA Terminal 3. Wah. Amazing. It was my first time to ride on an airplane and it was a mixed of excitement and nervousness. Sigh. But before that, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..everything was so great. I was able to talk to my angel, yun ang da best! Lol. I dunno. God's blessing. Then while waiting after my shift that morning, Karen, Johanna and I went to Starbucks in Pearl Drive first. Sarap ng Vanilla Frap. hihihi. After that, we had our lunch, guess what, Jollibee! haha. Around 1pm when Ms. Mherian and I left to go the airport. The flight was delayed by 15 minutes. What's shocking was.....Ms. Mherian would be sitting on the 8th row..and I would be on the 21st. How was that? But I had to overcome my fear. And I DID! Cebu, here I come.

It was havy traffic when we were in Cebu already. They were fixing the other bridge that connects the other cities to Mactan, so the traffic condition was really bad. Sigh. We arrived in the staff house around 7pm. We took some rest and then had our dinner with Sir Lito. Sir Lito, who was so generous and nice treated us in a Chinese restaurant. Wah! Super sarap nung steamed rice nila. I supahrrrrrr love it.

After having our dinner, (my first in Cebu..kkkk) we went to the office already to meet the teachers and all the staff. It was really spacious! Manila should have something like that. Right, Sir? haha. I finally met my friend, Goldie, who's very sexy and hot! haha. Thanks a lot, gurl. You're really nice. Mwah :) Same with Shell, and the other teachers. After that wonderful evening, Sir Lito, Goldie, and Shell accompanied us to different places in Cebu. LIke for example, we went to the famous Cebu Waterfront. Wah! It's amazing, the place, the design, the architecture. Great!

We also went to Mabolo and experienced its super yummy na chicharong bulaklak. haha. Ang sarap!

Now, it's time to go back to the staff house and take some rest. Soooooo tiring, but it was all worth it. Love it!

Day 2. Wah! It's parlor time. Syempre dapat pretty. Of course, we had to eat breakfast muna.

After spending an hour and a half, we went to Cebu City market and we bought some danggit and other famous Cebuano food.

We also went to the famous Magellan's cross and the adjacent church of Basilica del Sto. Niño. We had our lunch at A & A's. Hope I got it right!

To be continued.......