The past few days were not okay. It was depressing. Too many reasons. Family. Worries. Work. Ahh..I got fed up again. But just like in the past, I was able to recover. Sigh. Too many negas. Get lost!
Right now, I'm still worried about some family matters. I pray that everything will be fine. Also, I'm recovering from an illness. Not A(H1N1) definitely. LOL. Let's just say that "It's almost over." The feeling is still there, but I can sense that in the coming days, I can get over it.
I just realize it after a couple of months..without communication. I admit, I was so sad when he didn't reply to my greetings during his bday. Well, I don't know if he saw the message coz it was just in a slip paper. But, I'm hoping that he saw it. Atleast he knew that I remember his birthday. That was enough for me.
Well, I don't what will happen next. Maybe, I will be able to talk to him again. Who knows? I don't know how will I react. I'll just cross the bridge when I get there.
It's sad that it has to end this way. But nothing is permanent in this world. They say that if you love someone, set him/her free. If he/she comes back, then he's/she's yours.
For now, I just wanna enjoy everything that I have. Life is too beautiful to live in a world full of misery and frustration.
Myangel, I will forever treasure the memories that I had with you. You are still my angel. :)
