what's up with me?

The past few days were not okay. It was depressing. Too many reasons. Family. Worries. Work. Ahh..I got fed up again. But just like in the past, I was able to recover. Sigh. Too many negas. Get lost!

Right now, I'm still worried about some family matters. I pray that everything will be fine. Also, I'm recovering from an illness. Not A(H1N1) definitely. LOL. Let's just say that "It's almost over." The feeling is still there, but I can sense that in the coming days, I can get over it.

I just realize it after a couple of months..without communication. I admit, I was so sad when he didn't reply to my greetings during his bday. Well, I don't know if he saw the message coz it was just in a slip paper. But, I'm hoping that he saw it. Atleast he knew that I remember his birthday. That was enough for me.

Well, I don't what will happen next. Maybe, I will be able to talk to him again. Who knows? I don't know how will I react. I'll just cross the bridge when I get there.

It's sad that it has to end this way. But nothing is permanent in this world. They say that if you love someone, set him/her free. If he/she comes back, then he's/she's yours.

For now, I just wanna enjoy everything that I have. Life is too beautiful to live in a world full of misery and frustration.

Myangel, I will forever treasure the memories that I had with you. You are still my angel. :)

the hottest guy on Earth...

is.....
my oppa :)
KIM HYUN JOONG. ^^

I know Lhyza will diagree with me with the "oppa" thing,
but this is my moment. LOL. I'll call him whatever I want.
Hmmmm...What if I call him shillang? Why not?

Opps. Kanya-kanya lang yan. I respect your opinion, so respect mine. :)

a picture of my two favorite Korean singers ^^
d 4D Leader, Kim Hyun Joong and the emo prince,
Heo Young Saeng of SS501.

What's new?

What's new on my ipod?

Well, I have new videos of SS501. haha. Ofcourse, they are my favorite. Hyun Joong is the apple of my eyes. Aegoo. Last night, I downloaded interviews of KHJ, Goo Hye Sun and Kim Bum in KBS. It was an old interview though. KHJ was really funny when he talked about the kissing scenes in BBF. My shillang...

Something new...

That I bought : Hmmm, I got a Victoria Secret sweater with a hoodie. I really like wearing hoodies these days. I dunno. I also got a Victoria Secret perfume, Romantic Wish scent. I really love its smell. I have a new bag, Nine West. I really don't know, I prefer buying expensive stuff. Well, time to save after these stuff that I bought.

New Song:

I love Young Saeng Nameless Memory. Young Saeng is the lead vocalist of Korean band, SS501. He wrote that song, YS is such an emo! But in fairness, the song is great. YS is such a talented cutie.

New plan:

I want to convert all the WGM flv files that I have. I want to see how playful KHJ on that show. I really envy Hwang Bo. LOL.

grrrrrr

Naiinis ako. Basta, naiirita ako.