my Korean dream :)

Hey, I'm back. And guess what I had more stories to tell. Last week, was really bad. My mom got sick and she had a problem with her blood pressure. She had a check-up and now being monitored from time to time. Well, she's doin fine and she's having her diet. Thank God, she's okay. I immediately went home last week to visit her. I actually bought some biscuits and oatmeal for her. I know that she needs those food because of her cholesterol. Sigh. After this, I realized that I should be more careful with the food I'm eating. I need to have a balanced diet especially that I usually sleep late and wake up early. Now, I'm eating more vegetables and fish. That means, less pork...less adobo. TT.TT

Before I left last Sunday, I told my mom to just stay at home and take a rest. Leave the task to my cousins.

Fast forward, here in Manila, I'm back to work. And just yesterday, something happened. I was able to talk to him over the phone and it made my day. Atfirst, I thought it wasn't him, but when he mentioned his name, my heart begun to beat faster. I don't really expect that he'll be the one to answer the phone call but of course, at the back of my mind, I'm hopin' that it would be him. ha ha. And to my surprise, it's really him. GOSH! I didn't know how to react honestly but according to Cha, I did well. ha ha. Thanks, cha. It was not my first time to talk to him over the phone, but I can't help it. That was the first time after making a tough decision last time. It wasn't that easy for me because I don't even have something to hold on.

Actually before that conversation, we already talked and it's all about my dream. I shared that before, I made a promise to my favorite student that I will be publishing a book or a novel in Korean. Until now, I want to fulfill that promise though that student stopped already. It was unfortunate but I'm dedicated to make it a reality. Right now, I know limited Korean words only, I told him that I would really study the language. Actually, my student told me that he would help in translating the story. I hope he still remembers it. ha ha. I miss that student (chasang119) sooo much! He's really my all-time favorite student. When I'm teaching him, I feel like I'm not working. It's like I was just talking to a friend. I miss Charlie T.T.

More stories and kilig moments next time. :)

I feel better!

I feel a lot better now!!!!! I mean, this is for REAL, without any hesitation..I can really say that I'm FINE. Mas magaan sa pakiramdam at mas nakakapag-isip akong mabuti. I am very happy about it. I should have done this years ago but...thanks to the one who made me realize that's there's a greener pasture somewhere else. LOL.

By the way, speaking of something new, I decorated my station. I put some Hello Kitty stuff. kkk. I remember Jina, she really likes Hello Kity. Same with Eun Jung. ha ha. Next time, I meet them, I'll try to give them Hello Kitty stuff. I really like it. I put some old pics of flowers that I took in my mother's garden. Then I put some pics of my friends.

Actually, I put additional letterings there...like "To me, you are perfect." and "I love myangel ****" Ala lang, natutuwa lang talaga ako. Even on messenger, I put a tagline " Bye, BB" lol. And then "I'm free." But I changed them already. I'm still thinkin what tagline to post next time. For now, eto na muna "^^*." Gusto ko sana "lucky girl" because that was from him but I'm shy to put it there. People may find it so braggy or what. lol.

Well, that's all for now. I don't think I will go to Lucena to watch Coke game. I'll probably watch it na lang on TV if I'm awake. I usually sleep every Saturday afternoon. Well let's see, God Bless to John, to Kuya Ken, and to the whole team. Aja! To my angel, you still ROCK! Though you don't have bicycle. ha ha ha. Soooooooooo funny! I would love to go driving with you, anywhere...juzzzzzzzz kiddin' ......wah! What's happening to me? Lol.

Till my next blog entry ^^*

I'm AWAKENED...

I have made up my mind!

I have chosen between the two of them. And I chose the one who made the biggest impact in my life.

Some might say "why?" ...but it's a decision that I have to make. I need to grow and I need change. Change might not be "happy" or what sometimes, but I definitely need it. There is no assurance that I would be happy or contented with my choice but....there's no turning back.

I always treasure the moments that I had with that person..but it's time to let go, it's time to move on and face reality. Reality sucks but I would love to live in this kind of world than living in a world full of fantasy and dream.

Thanks to my angel who made me realize that there's a better world than the previous one I'm in. Thank God for He gave me a sign, my angel of course! ^^*