hmmmmm...

Im still shocked when I heard that thing from a friend. Though, I have been thinking the possibility of it, Im still convincing myself that it may not be true. As much as possible, I don't want to comment coz it's their personal lives..I just hope, they'll be fine and solve whatever problems they have. I can only hope...

Me too, I also have my own share of problems. Despite all of these shortcomings, I'm trying my best to cope with them and solve them in my own little way. I don't want this post to be sad..Infact, I want to it to be happy and full of love. Yeap! I'm inlove! And I'm so proud of it. I forgot when was the last time I confessed that I'm ******, kelan nga ba yun? Years ago?wah! I didn't know how it happened...just met him on the day of my birthday..though I didn't had a chance to talk to him. After that, it's all magic! Probably, some of my friends know about this already..for the past month, I've been texting with them and we have been talking about him. Hay..guys, thanks a lot, Alen and Esel. Guys, I told you..Im serious about this. hahaha. See, I even put our pic in my wallet which I don't normally do...

Who's the lucky guy?Hmmm..I'll just keep it to myself. Ibalato nyo na lang sa kin 'to..please.
This morning, I was surfing the net and I found this from members.aol.com/GRGRNI/inLove.html:

"Do you think about the person during the day ?
How many times do you just happen to think of "just a friend" like that ?

When you see things happen around you ---
Do you ever wish you could be with that person doing the same thing(s) ?
How many times do you just happen to think of "just a friend" like that ?

Are there times during the day you just all of a sudden think of that person ?
Has that ever happened to you ?
How many times do you just happen to think of "just a friend" like that?

Do you ever watch a movie or tv show and think of that person ?
Does a person just happen to think of "just a friend" like that?

Do you ever think of the person at night when you go to bed, or dream of them,
or wake up in the morning thinking about them ?
Ordinally, does a person just happen to think of "just a friend" like that?"

Do you ever feel hurt when they feel hurt - cry when they cry ?
Does a person just happen to feel those feelings for "just a friend" ?

Do you ever feel a warmth inside when you talk to each other and/or
Does your heart ever go pitter patter when you talk to each other ?
Does a person just happen to feel those feelings for "just a friend" ?


Rubz, tagged me..and she said that I need to list down 10 weird things about me. So, here's my list.

1. I don't eat spaghetti, pizza, and other foods with sauce.
2. I like war movies like Behind Enemy Lines and Enemy at the Gates.
3. I hate romantic films coz I'm not a romantic person.
4. I'm a frustrated writer who wants to publish my stories someday.
5. I'm very passionate about basketball.
6. I watch WWF especially if Batista and John Cena fight. My all-time favorite wrestler is Bret "The Hitman" Hart.
7. I took up an environmental course in college; however, my work right now is not related to it.
8. I have a pair of pink hamster stuffed toys in my house but I don't want to display them. I just keep them in my closet.
9. I hate putting make-up on my face.
10. I don't go out a lot. I don't spent too much. But I'm not "close."

"Di KayA"

After two days, I think I can write something already about what happened last Wednesday. wah! That night..could be the worst and at the same time the best night in my night this conference. Why?hmmmmmm...I will admit na talagang second quarter pa lang nawalan na ko ng gana sa game. Bkit naman hindi? John had an injury in the second quarter..a sprained right ankle. We talked to him at SG shortly because he has to leave early and ofcourse take a rest. According to his text, he needs to rest for a week and he'll be fine. He was sorry to leave early that night. But we understand him coz during that time he can't walk well. Ali was the one who brought him home. According to him, he was supposed to ride with Alex Cabagnot. He even asked us if we saw Alex and then we told him that we haven't seen his teammate yet. Ali even waived on us before leaving. Hay..ang sweet talaga ni Man Mountain..lol.

After that, me, Esel, Roma, Jason, & Benedict went to the green gate. We had a little conversation there while waiting for someone. Cno kaya un?hmmmm..and then we saw Alex Cabagnot in Starbucks. Kaya naman pala...then when he went outside, we approached him and asked him to sign his pictures. He really looked at the picture and he said that he looks very tires on the other one. Well, he had a point there. Then about the other one, he asked which game it was taken. I told him it was during the Coke-SMB game in San Juan Gym. When I gave him the pics, I was shocked when he asked if he can sign the pics on my shoulder. Kumusta naman? Gawin bang table ang balikat ko.haha. But to tell you the truth, kinilig ako. wahaha. Di lang pala ako..pati cna Esel and Roma. And take note, I asked him to sign 2 pictures.I should have given him more pics..joke! I was just happy coz finally, I have spoken with him and I found out that he's really a nice guy...just what JA told me. But it did not stop from there. I asked for a picture with me and then a solo pic. I told him that he had this video in youtube with his brother who's singing and playign a guitar..and then he said "Di Kaya." Expression nya ata un! haha. La lang, I find it funny and at the same time cute and childish..weh! Ewan ko ba, basta it suddenly came out of my mouth, I asked him "how's life with Coke?" and then I forgot his answer. parang inulit lang nya ung question ko and then he laughed. But according to Esel, he answered my question..ewan! lutang lang talaga ako.lol.

So that's why my Sunday night was mixed with happiness and sadness. Hay..

Get well soon to John! thanks to Jason for the pics...to Esel, Roma, I had a great time with you..hope to see you again, to Benedict, nice meeting you, bro..and to Alex, good luck on the next game..I love your "di kaya" expression..ung expression lang..lol.

Check the pics here in my multiply account...www.jharules31.multiply.com