Im sitting here in my station waiting for my next student...feelign sleepy and weak. A while ago, I juz called my father who's celebrating his birthday today. Geez..I miss my parents so much...especially nowadays that Im so down. They'r emy primary source of inspiration in life. Im not yet thru with what happened last last night. I want to forget it! Everything started so well but it ended so bad.I couldn't understand myself. I feel bad for what had happened but I know he ha s a point. I was wrong! I should not have done that.I'm so sorry..Maybe, I really need space. Maybe, I should start thinking about myself more. Maybe I should learn how to stay away from him...All are maybes....maybe.